They say you can't write well if you don't emerge yourself in books/other peoples art 
I have not really written anything or read a book since I've quit smoking
I still want a fucking cigarette...I want a fucking cigarette
Why is this taking so long ot get over???
It's been three weeks. Its been four complete weeks as of this Wednesday.
I feel bloated and sweaty, and weighted down. I hate these YAZ pills. I hate the heaviness of breast. I just hate the idea of baby husband having a flat chested baby wife even more. I figure I'll just loose as much weight everywhere as possible. I don't care if I am a stick wtih boobs in the end. Maybe it isn't the YAZ fault though. Maybe it's me and my love of chocolate and half and half in my coffee. I have been a lot more consious about what I eat...calorie counting, ect..but I've messed up the last few days (4got to count). UGGG
This shit is so annoying that I'd rather not eat.
I don't care it I am being silly to some of you. I don't think clothes look good on people when there are bumps and bulges. I like sleekness. I look pretty decent naked, but I can't go outside naked, hence I need to be concerned.
I WANT A FUCKING CIGARETTE. I'LL FUCKING KILL SOMEONE. JUST A PUFF, PLEASE I want to cry so bad. I want a fucking stog. WHY DO THESE BASTARDS CAUSE CANCER?? WHY? WHY DO THEY HURT PEOPLE? WHY CAN'T THEY BE GOOD FOR YOU AND WHY DOES IT HURT TO BE OFF OF THEM STILL.
I wish it was this annoying to not eating brocolli and drink water.
MTV plays in the background...little mama pisses me off
I have not really written anything or read a book since I've quit smoking
I still want a fucking cigarette...I want a fucking cigarette
Why is this taking so long ot get over???
It's been three weeks. Its been four complete weeks as of this Wednesday.
I feel bloated and sweaty, and weighted down. I hate these YAZ pills. I hate the heaviness of breast. I just hate the idea of baby husband having a flat chested baby wife even more. I figure I'll just loose as much weight everywhere as possible. I don't care if I am a stick wtih boobs in the end. Maybe it isn't the YAZ fault though. Maybe it's me and my love of chocolate and half and half in my coffee. I have been a lot more consious about what I eat...calorie counting, ect..but I've messed up the last few days (4got to count). UGGG
This shit is so annoying that I'd rather not eat.
I don't care it I am being silly to some of you. I don't think clothes look good on people when there are bumps and bulges. I like sleekness. I look pretty decent naked, but I can't go outside naked, hence I need to be concerned.
I WANT A FUCKING CIGARETTE. I'LL FUCKING KILL SOMEONE. JUST A PUFF, PLEASE
I want to cry so bad. I want a fucking stog. WHY DO THESE BASTARDS CAUSE CANCER?? WHY? WHY DO THEY HURT PEOPLE? WHY CAN'T THEY BE GOOD FOR YOU AND WHY DOES IT HURT TO BE OFF OF THEM STILL.
I wish it was this annoying to not eating brocolli and drink water.
MTV plays in the background...little mama pisses me off
sounds like maybe you are trying to be too perfect -- quitting tobacco, cutting the chocolate, all at the same time
i used to have many 'bad' habits, now i have only a few -- that's progress right?