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asked I guess I can tell. It's not much of a secret, just slightly personal, and I try to avoid writing anything personal on the internet, and its kind of lame. So here it goes. I came up with a couple New Years resolutions a few weeks back. And I always promised myself I wouldn't get caught up in that shit. Any day is a good day to start changing your life. But this year I feel like I need a day, a day to just tell everyone what I am going to be about for at least the next year.
Number 1: FOCUS ON TRAINING AGAIN. I spent so much time training for what? Just to let a few things get in the way. I still don't ever care if I get into a cage or a ring, I just like doing it and I don't like how I feel since stopping, physically and mentally. And I've decided to focus just on Muay Thai, which some say Im a pussy for, which leads to resolution 2. But I just have more fun doing it and JiuJitsu takes a toll on your body, maybe one day I'll have the desire again and the time.
Number 2: RID MY LIFE OF ALL THE UNWANTED JUDGEMENT. Recently I feel like being me is hard for some people to handle, and instead of them being understanding or just not be my friend they make comments. I believe it was a How I Met Your Mother episode that talked about having someone make you realize who the people you've known forever or grew up with really are. And recently I had a friend open my eyes to the fact that there douchbags, almost all of them. Nothing sincere or honest comes out of their mouth, all they care about is what their friends think, and they have no real interest in anything besides looking cool. These are people I call friends, and I can't stand them. Now when they make their comments about new friends or the things Im doing I want to end their meaningless existence. I also would like to add that this goes for all the women in my life too, and there's a couple Im going to hate to lose, cause I love them, but Im tired of the criticism. Yes I can be a dick, and no the sarcasm won't ever end, and yes Im in love with the entire female gender, and yes I fall in love every time I go out, and what Im into is strange for some, but fuck you, thats me.
I think i've said enough. I let you know if I come up with anymore.
asked I guess I can tell. It's not much of a secret, just slightly personal, and I try to avoid writing anything personal on the internet, and its kind of lame. So here it goes. I came up with a couple New Years resolutions a few weeks back. And I always promised myself I wouldn't get caught up in that shit. Any day is a good day to start changing your life. But this year I feel like I need a day, a day to just tell everyone what I am going to be about for at least the next year.
Number 1: FOCUS ON TRAINING AGAIN. I spent so much time training for what? Just to let a few things get in the way. I still don't ever care if I get into a cage or a ring, I just like doing it and I don't like how I feel since stopping, physically and mentally. And I've decided to focus just on Muay Thai, which some say Im a pussy for, which leads to resolution 2. But I just have more fun doing it and JiuJitsu takes a toll on your body, maybe one day I'll have the desire again and the time.
Number 2: RID MY LIFE OF ALL THE UNWANTED JUDGEMENT. Recently I feel like being me is hard for some people to handle, and instead of them being understanding or just not be my friend they make comments. I believe it was a How I Met Your Mother episode that talked about having someone make you realize who the people you've known forever or grew up with really are. And recently I had a friend open my eyes to the fact that there douchbags, almost all of them. Nothing sincere or honest comes out of their mouth, all they care about is what their friends think, and they have no real interest in anything besides looking cool. These are people I call friends, and I can't stand them. Now when they make their comments about new friends or the things Im doing I want to end their meaningless existence. I also would like to add that this goes for all the women in my life too, and there's a couple Im going to hate to lose, cause I love them, but Im tired of the criticism. Yes I can be a dick, and no the sarcasm won't ever end, and yes Im in love with the entire female gender, and yes I fall in love every time I go out, and what Im into is strange for some, but fuck you, thats me.
I think i've said enough. I let you know if I come up with anymore.