After a small moment of panic at the Monterey airport 5:30am yesterday...finding that one of my flights had been cancelled...it turned out to have gotten fucked up in my favor...reducing my number of layovers and getting my plane to touch down a good 3 hours earlier than planned! 
This gave me enough time to hang around with my friend Meri and get the keys to...
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This gave me enough time to hang around with my friend Meri and get the keys to...
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GOOD NEWS:
I've booked plane tickets home to NEW YORK CITY for this weekend!!! WOOOOT!!!
WHO WANTS TO PARTY?!!?
BAD NEWS:
I SERIOUSLY can't afford the tickets...not even with my raise...but shit, I'll work it out...
GOOD NEWS:
I've finally switched over to working with a new mentor!!
BAD NEWS:
He wants to throw me into the deep end.
He wants me to have the...
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I've booked plane tickets home to NEW YORK CITY for this weekend!!! WOOOOT!!!
WHO WANTS TO PARTY?!!?
BAD NEWS:
I SERIOUSLY can't afford the tickets...not even with my raise...but shit, I'll work it out...
GOOD NEWS:
I've finally switched over to working with a new mentor!!
BAD NEWS:
He wants to throw me into the deep end.
He wants me to have the...
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johnnydelicious:
Just the weekend? 
raulbnuttz:
Marina huh?
California better cough up the fucking miracle SOON or else I'm heading home.
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user304975207:
ca isnt all that bad 
im watching 50 first dates right now. makes me feel all happy n stuff
im watching 50 first dates right now. makes me feel all happy n stuff
missnomer:
I totally understand. I used to live in the boondocks, and I don't think people realize that a 1-2 hour drive can seem really daunting after a long day. If you do get up here, you can always crash at my place (provided you don't think I'm creepy). I can sleep with my roomie.
Prom should be fun, but I might be skipping it! I need a minor surgery that I'll need to get before I leave CA...and that may be very soon!
Prom should be fun, but I might be skipping it! I need a minor surgery that I'll need to get before I leave CA...and that may be very soon!
SOMETIMES LIFE GETS CONSTIPATED...
Sometimes the shit going on at work gets all backed up.
Every confidence breaking interaction with my mentor.
Every asshole-ish comment out of my boss's mouth...
Every mistake I make and missed opportunity to excel.
Sometimes the shit at home gets all backed up.
Ever since the 'thing' with my roommate, all the negativity has gotten backed up. Making the comfort...
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Sometimes the shit going on at work gets all backed up.
Every confidence breaking interaction with my mentor.
Every asshole-ish comment out of my boss's mouth...
Every mistake I make and missed opportunity to excel.
Sometimes the shit at home gets all backed up.
Ever since the 'thing' with my roommate, all the negativity has gotten backed up. Making the comfort...
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This is it...
This is when the breakthough happens.
When all things look dark.
When I lay awake at night and doubt the signs that I followed here.
When I doubt the signs I've followed all along.
When I doubt who I was.
Who I've become...
and who I want to be.
Yes, this is it...
I've been here before.
I suppose I can continue...
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This is when the breakthough happens.
When all things look dark.
When I lay awake at night and doubt the signs that I followed here.
When I doubt the signs I've followed all along.
When I doubt who I was.
Who I've become...
and who I want to be.
Yes, this is it...
I've been here before.
I suppose I can continue...
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thelibra:
haha, yeah...you can see all of our chins.
ladymeridian:
Wow, I can relate to that.. Just dropping by to say Hi! 
He's moving in with his girlfriend.
doineanta:
NOOO! I came home at 10:30 and you were gone!
I hate California.
I mean, it's true...the Pacific is beautiful.
I can buy my liquor at the grocery store.
This place...I dunno...seems to have so much promise.
Seems to have everything I might need to make things work.
And yet, they don't.
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Every weekend I just lay around in my bed.
The weather yesterday was so beautiful, I wanted to go DO something. But...
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I mean, it's true...the Pacific is beautiful.
I can buy my liquor at the grocery store.
This place...I dunno...seems to have so much promise.
Seems to have everything I might need to make things work.
And yet, they don't.
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Every weekend I just lay around in my bed.
The weather yesterday was so beautiful, I wanted to go DO something. But...
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missnomer:
Aw, thank you!
I can't wait to meet ya
I can't wait to meet ya
gallas13:
nyc is rome at the height of the roman empire. and the girls are, like, way hot.
Are y'all tired of looking at my boobs yet?
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This past week has been extraordinarily stressful.
Stress at work.
Stress at home.
As usual...things work themselves out...but it also leaves me feeling really burnt out.
And for me, not to have any support system out here, on call...I'm especially burnt.
I admit, I get tired of holding up both sides of the sky..all by...
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This past week has been extraordinarily stressful.
Stress at work.
Stress at home.
As usual...things work themselves out...but it also leaves me feeling really burnt out.
And for me, not to have any support system out here, on call...I'm especially burnt.
I admit, I get tired of holding up both sides of the sky..all by...
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missnomer:
Oh, I understand.
I've been a recluse--doing creative but not social things. I'm coming out of it now, but it sooooo easy to stay in your comfortable, bummed-out little bubble.
Keep yer head up
I've been a recluse--doing creative but not social things. I'm coming out of it now, but it sooooo easy to stay in your comfortable, bummed-out little bubble.
Keep yer head up
missnomer:
That's exactly why I'm moving away.
I'm so tired of California, and SF in general. I know a lot of people but my real social circle is small; there are only so many times I can listen to stories about how fucked-up someone got at Burning Man before I roll my eyes and walk away!
I'm so tired of California, and SF in general. I know a lot of people but my real social circle is small; there are only so many times I can listen to stories about how fucked-up someone got at Burning Man before I roll my eyes and walk away!
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gallas13:
laissez les bon temps roulez!
junecleavage:
I would but she: 
stole them all - the TRAMP!
stole them all - the TRAMP!
"HELLA AGRO"
Translation:
My roommate is a psychotic fucktard.
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Ok...so I've tried to write this journal entry at least three times...
I even tried to put all the drama in spoilers to spare those who didn't want to read the specifics...
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But after these three times I realize...there's just too much stupid drama...too much negativity...nothing I really wanted to be involved in to...
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Translation:
My roommate is a psychotic fucktard.
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Ok...so I've tried to write this journal entry at least three times...
I even tried to put all the drama in spoilers to spare those who didn't want to read the specifics...
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But after these three times I realize...there's just too much stupid drama...too much negativity...nothing I really wanted to be involved in to...
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datsun:
I want to know. I'm happy to listen to you vent. Mebbe we can swap fuckwad roommate stories (I had a beaut of a living situation a few years ago). 
gallas13:
i think it's time for the stone cold stunner.
(And camels, apparently).
use your thumb all you want, just use it. i cant go on like this- im going to die if i don't hear from j000000!
wahhhhh