holliday

So here we are...

I'm going home today for the first time in over a year.

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I finally went ahead and spent some money on myself and bought a printer and a digital camera. I tend to be a money hoarder, and I've been wanting these things forever. I rationalized these purchases by telling myself that I was really spending it on Josh, since I'd promised to write him letters and take as many pictures as I could. I figured if I was going to keep him company, I better have all the equipment I need.

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I got an email from a friend of mine who told me the rumor was that The Greaser has a new girlie friend.

I always thought that when I finally got that kind of news that I'd be angry, or jealous, or sad... But I'm happy to report that I really didn't feel anything at all. I know deep inside, this is his loss, not mine.

Besides, I have other things to worry about now...

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I tried to keep myself sober long enough to get myself all packed and ready but failed...

So now I'm up early to take care of business...

See you all soon!!!