holliday

your refocus sounds much like mine for the new year....oh, and yeah, my car incident? well, I don't go out anymore w/out a d.d. or cab fare....God gave me too many chances, and just the sheer luck of the last one leads me to believe that it was my last....Have a good year!

Love will make you do and say things that may come as a surprise, especially to yourself.. At least this is the case for me.. I'm turning my whole life upside down, and I really don't care!

I'm glad you're considering the option of going back there to be with him, you seemed very happy when you wrote about being out there. I've always believed that there is nothing we can't accomplish if we put our minds to it, but having the love and support of another person just makes that much easier and especially more enjoyable. This is just my humble opinion, but from what I could tell.. You were anything but happy where you were living, and the whole situation just seemed to be holding you back.. As far as I'm concerned, the two most precious things we have are our time and our serenity. I've wasted far too much time and stayed in many situations that were doing anything but giving me serenity, and it sounds like you've done the same. It's time to start living for you!