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Saturday Mar 11, 2006

Mar 11, 2006
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This is it...

This is when the breakthough happens.

When all things look dark.
When I lay awake at night and doubt the signs that I followed here.

When I doubt the signs I've followed all along.

When I doubt who I was.
Who I've become...
and who I want to be.

Yes, this is it...
I've been here before.

I suppose I can continue laying in bed...being on cleaning strike...and counting the hours passing at work...the days that turn into weeks...weeks into the months until I'm free.

Or maybe I can keep trying to show up for my life.
Clear a space in my life for the breakthrough.

I can't be here for no reason.
I'm not here by accident.

There's GOT to be something here for me.
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
thelibra:
haha, yeah...you can see all of our chins.
Mar 13, 2006
ladymeridian:
Wow, I can relate to that.. Just dropping by to say Hi! biggrin
Mar 15, 2006

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