A RETURN TO THE DARKSIDE...
Showed up to work last night with my nightly portion of whiskey.
I was also armed with my big bottle of water...seeing as the bladder infection was caused by my diet of nothing more than coffee, tomato soup, and large amounts of bourbon...I'm trying not to go down that road again...
Sat for an hour debating when to begin the drinking and feeling kinda sad and disappointed that I'd be doing it at all.
I'd already proved that I can work without drinking...but the truth is...it's too hard on my emotions to be sober there.
Maybe I'm weak...fuck you.
I had fun with the girls and made some money (thank you money gods!!). The night passed quickly with the assistance of Mr. Beam and I arrived home to party with the Captain for a bit.
Awoke with that familiar pain in my head...
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How on earth did I survive like this for so long?
Showed up to work last night with my nightly portion of whiskey.
I was also armed with my big bottle of water...seeing as the bladder infection was caused by my diet of nothing more than coffee, tomato soup, and large amounts of bourbon...I'm trying not to go down that road again...
Sat for an hour debating when to begin the drinking and feeling kinda sad and disappointed that I'd be doing it at all.
I'd already proved that I can work without drinking...but the truth is...it's too hard on my emotions to be sober there.
Maybe I'm weak...fuck you.
I had fun with the girls and made some money (thank you money gods!!). The night passed quickly with the assistance of Mr. Beam and I arrived home to party with the Captain for a bit.
Awoke with that familiar pain in my head...
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How on earth did I survive like this for so long?
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[Edited on Nov 12, 2005 7:59PM]