I'm so exhausted of the roller coaster ride my life is right now.
It's not even that one day is good and one day is bad. It's more like, I wake up in a good mood...and crash somewhere in the afternoon. Then, everything comes back together in the evening. I might even make it to bed happy.
Next day...wake up cranky. Listen to some good...
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It's not even that one day is good and one day is bad. It's more like, I wake up in a good mood...and crash somewhere in the afternoon. Then, everything comes back together in the evening. I might even make it to bed happy.
Next day...wake up cranky. Listen to some good...
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beledi:
good luck sweetie. and even though i didn't see your set in the hopefuls group, i'm sure you're anything but repulsive...possibly adorable, spunky, and kickass.
waxangel:
Oh, I've seen some folks checking some WAY gnarlier shit in the computer labs, but I just don't want to be "that porn guy," y'know? It's basically just Nala on the login page that I've gotta try and keep on the DL. Not that there are actually any hot girls at my uni that speak enough English for me to talk to, anyway.
This journal entry has been deleted. It's been pointed out to me that it might not be beneficial to share tales of my relationship with my mother without giving you the whole story, which I won't do. I'll rewrite the rest of the journal entry when I fucking feel like it. Until then...suffer in silence.
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I've had a long, crappy weekend.
1. Friday I...
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I've had a long, crappy weekend.
1. Friday I...
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Finished filming my 'video resume' for that cowboy show and handed it in. I enlisted a friend to come over Wednesday night to help me out with some camera work. Turns out she can't really hold her liquor...she drank a bottle of wine and then broke open a bottle of vermouth (sp?)...did some seriously shoddy camera work and then passed out on my couch.
What...
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user09191240111:
haha u put me on the suicide boys board 
how much is that i owe ya, nearly got the profile name right but i knew what ya meant, u made me go red 
thank you, i dont kno when ill do another set , i will in time , thanks again 
how much is that i owe ya, nearly got the profile name right but i knew what ya meant, u made me go red thank you, i dont kno when ill do another set , i will in time , thanks again 
elvgrenink:
Good lord, what fucking assholes. Aren't they supposed to tell you that they're from a magazine first? WTF. I guess thats what we were signing away. I gotta get pick up that Vice. Good luck with the photography...sounds like fun.
So...at about 4:15pm I told my boss I had to go see a woman about being a cowboy and waved good-bye. My boss simply wished me luck and waved good-bye. Sometimes...I love this job
I answer a TON of ads every day. The other day I ran across this one for a reality tv show and while the compensation said it was only $50...hardly worth...
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I answer a TON of ads every day. The other day I ran across this one for a reality tv show and while the compensation said it was only $50...hardly worth...
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throatneedle:
are you a soccer fanatic? join the group !
unnecessaryz:
I stopped going to that bar because I hated the way it smelled and I hated what it was doing to my friend. But you still owe me one Hapkido death match!
Welcome to this site. It kicks the brain right out of the ears of other journal sites...because it's naked.
Welcome to this site. It kicks the brain right out of the ears of other journal sites...because it's naked.
Yes, yes...ballsy or stupid...probably a whole lot of both. Funny that I would be more concerned about having one dude at my house taking pics of me than I was about the Terry Richardson shoot where we all got naked in front of hundreds of people... Life's funny that way.
Yesterday while leaving work a man approached me on the street and introduced himself as...
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Yesterday while leaving work a man approached me on the street and introduced himself as...
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dragonchylde:
Hey just wanted to say thanks so much about the info on Title 9 sports..I have been looking for a sports bra that works for so long so I can start running again. Thanks!
gaambit:
I just read your post about the photo shoot! DAMN you're brave! I sure hope you get the photos...it'd suck if he just makes off with them after all the crap you had to put up with... 
Strange weekend...
First of all...the greaser's friend has resumed sending me text messages on my phone. I enjoy this because I live a terribly boring life right now, but it also kinda skeeves me, since he is the friend of my crush. I brought this up to my greaser once before, simply asking if he was aware his friend was doing this. He hadn't been,...
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First of all...the greaser's friend has resumed sending me text messages on my phone. I enjoy this because I live a terribly boring life right now, but it also kinda skeeves me, since he is the friend of my crush. I brought this up to my greaser once before, simply asking if he was aware his friend was doing this. He hadn't been,...
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elvgrenink:
Ooooh you have balls missy. Glad everything turned out pretty much ok. Hey call me next time you have a strange guy over and I'll accompany you. I'll email you my phone number. I'm always down to watch other photographers work anyway. 
I'm so excited! My hot pink SG panties arrived in the mail yesterday!
Got a call this morning from another photographer. He'd called me before but I was home without all my papers and couldn't recall who he was.
Apparently I answered his ad for a second time and we both didn't realize it until mid-way through the conversation.
Now we're scheduled to have him...
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Got a call this morning from another photographer. He'd called me before but I was home without all my papers and couldn't recall who he was.
Apparently I answered his ad for a second time and we both didn't realize it until mid-way through the conversation.
Now we're scheduled to have him...
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alisa:
i wrote this in the sports group but i'm not sure how many of us go in there or how often. so i'm taking this same post to everyone who's ever mentioned that they like soccer.
i'm thinking of applying for our own soccer/football/futbol group but i need to know how man soccer fans would actually join up. so we could have a place to talk about all of our soccer stuff without having to compete or worry about close minded sports fans getting in the way of discussions. i KNOW that there wouldn't be that many members but i think that a lot of us would feel more comfortable talking and discussing a bunch of this if we had our own space. i was thinking about applying for one when i was a member but i think i'll have more of a chance now that i'm an actual sg.
so if you want your own group...come hit me up in my journal and let me know so i can work on this more seriously.
p.s. i really want to start this group so hurry up and let me know if you'd be interested.
i'm thinking of applying for our own soccer/football/futbol group but i need to know how man soccer fans would actually join up. so we could have a place to talk about all of our soccer stuff without having to compete or worry about close minded sports fans getting in the way of discussions. i KNOW that there wouldn't be that many members but i think that a lot of us would feel more comfortable talking and discussing a bunch of this if we had our own space. i was thinking about applying for one when i was a member but i think i'll have more of a chance now that i'm an actual sg.
so if you want your own group...come hit me up in my journal and let me know so i can work on this more seriously.
p.s. i really want to start this group so hurry up and let me know if you'd be interested.
gaambit:
Yeah, you should definately have a friend there with you. Especially if he gave you the creeps once.
And, off the subject, you have got AMAZING style!
And, off the subject, you have got AMAZING style!
I wasn't going to share this here...being that it's a lot of personal info...but I spend a lot of time surfing other people's journals and find that they share lots of stuff...and besides, I only keep what I have by giving it away...so here goes...
The other day I was meeting with a client. She showed me this piece of navel jewelry and asked if...
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The other day I was meeting with a client. She showed me this piece of navel jewelry and asked if...
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stormy:
yes! the magazine is actually happening and its good to! its something i would actually read. 
freddyg:
random post i guess, but i think it's amazing that i visited your profile because of your confession (yeah i'm a creep and thought it was totally hot) and i hope you dont mind, but i read your journal entry, and caught an incredibly deep part of you.
the reason i'm posting is because your entry is so horrible/beautiful and i wanted to tell you ......i dont know... congratulations?...that you must be incredibly strong?...that you should be proud?...all of the above? (not that you need it from someone you dont know)
anyhow your story touched me. thank you.
the reason i'm posting is because your entry is so horrible/beautiful and i wanted to tell you ......i dont know... congratulations?...that you must be incredibly strong?...that you should be proud?...all of the above? (not that you need it from someone you dont know)
anyhow your story touched me. thank you.
Hey folks...
I'm happy to report that I've been in a much better mood lately. I'm amazed that I can be in a good mood about one thing, but in a terrible mood about something else. I'm starting to think I'm developing separate personalities to deal with all the different things I have going on in my life.
I'm been in touch with my financial...
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I'm happy to report that I've been in a much better mood lately. I'm amazed that I can be in a good mood about one thing, but in a terrible mood about something else. I'm starting to think I'm developing separate personalities to deal with all the different things I have going on in my life.
I'm been in touch with my financial...
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There's no better way to boost my self-esteem than to update my resume... It's too long now...3 pages of VERY hot shit skills and experience. Too bad I'm giving it all up to build cars, heh heh
I'm leaving the field of social services for a lot of reasons. Many of them are relative to the state you reside in. New York, city and state,...
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I'm leaving the field of social services for a lot of reasons. Many of them are relative to the state you reside in. New York, city and state,...
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I have very exciting news...
You won't believe me if I tell you, but it's true...
I ACTUALLY left my house this weekend!
I KNOW...it's CRAZY!!!
This picture is of me Saturday night before going to my friend and former co-worker's girlfriend's b-day party. I haven't seen her in months! I didn't want to go...I was tired and moody, but forced myself. I'm glad I...
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You won't believe me if I tell you, but it's true...
I ACTUALLY left my house this weekend!
I KNOW...it's CRAZY!!!
This picture is of me Saturday night before going to my friend and former co-worker's girlfriend's b-day party. I haven't seen her in months! I didn't want to go...I was tired and moody, but forced myself. I'm glad I...
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elvgrenink:
Sure I want a doggy sweater! He only has dorky ones hehe
and OMG I have been wanting to go to the Playboy party cause Dita is going to be there. I don't have anyone to go with either, especially because of the price. We should go! Do you have anyone else in mind? A group sounds good and fun.
I think your decision regarding this guy is good. Guys get away with things too much. It's not fair to you...giving more than you receive. You deserve a lot. You seem like a great person.
It takes a lot of effort for me to go out too! I'm such a loner and homebody sometimes.
and OMG I have been wanting to go to the Playboy party cause Dita is going to be there. I don't have anyone to go with either, especially because of the price. We should go! Do you have anyone else in mind? A group sounds good and fun.
I think your decision regarding this guy is good. Guys get away with things too much. It's not fair to you...giving more than you receive. You deserve a lot. You seem like a great person.
It takes a lot of effort for me to go out too! I'm such a loner and homebody sometimes.
THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY!!
Has this been the longest week ever or what?!
I'm in a pretty good mood today.
He called last night at about 1:15am. He was probably drunk. I mean, for a guy who's waiting to get back to class and isn't working right now...of course he was. What else is there to do in that tiny little PA town?! I've been...
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Has this been the longest week ever or what?!
I'm in a pretty good mood today.
He called last night at about 1:15am. He was probably drunk. I mean, for a guy who's waiting to get back to class and isn't working right now...of course he was. What else is there to do in that tiny little PA town?! I've been...
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tangledupinblue:
nice tastes in books! Just wanted to say hello. Good luck with the men issues.