Despite last night's fabulously depressed drunk journal...
Today was a good day.
Ok...so I DID take over four hours for the mood to lift...
And I DID have to take a break from class to go have a cry in my car...
But after lunch we all went out to the lab and took turns shooting water/dye with a real paint gun onto the front...
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Today was a good day.
Ok...so I DID take over four hours for the mood to lift...
And I DID have to take a break from class to go have a cry in my car...
But after lunch we all went out to the lab and took turns shooting water/dye with a real paint gun onto the front...
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I'm happy to report that this past weekend out of town had it's desired effect. 
Returned here to Houston in a much better mood.
Not really well RESTED, but rejuvinated nonetheless.
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After eight months here of the daily grind...and weekends working at the bar...I'd become worn down and lost sight of what that dream I was chasing had been.
I'd lost sight of what...
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Returned here to Houston in a much better mood.
Not really well RESTED, but rejuvinated nonetheless.
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After eight months here of the daily grind...and weekends working at the bar...I'd become worn down and lost sight of what that dream I was chasing had been.
I'd lost sight of what...
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kay:
I say we will remember you for both...especially if we are lucky enough to see you pose with both! 
~cheers
~cheers
doll_:
oh man... dont feel left out, consider yourself lucky... i embarassed the shit out of myself....i was way too toasted.
and somethnig better is coming.
ME!
to give you a big kiss.. and to pet you and tell you everything is going to be okay.
hugs to you. big fat hugs. and shots of wiskey...and then copius ammounts of making out.
and somethnig better is coming.
ME!
to give you a big kiss.. and to pet you and tell you everything is going to be okay.
hugs to you. big fat hugs. and shots of wiskey...and then copius ammounts of making out.
My thanks to Badcop for not allowing me to get away with NOT coming up to Austin for the LONESTAR ROUNDUP.
Not that I wouldn't have done it without your help...in my situation...I COULDN'T have done it on my own.
Not only did I desperately need a weekend away from home...but I had a great time saucing it up at the bar, disturbing the...
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Not that I wouldn't have done it without your help...in my situation...I COULDN'T have done it on my own.
Not only did I desperately need a weekend away from home...but I had a great time saucing it up at the bar, disturbing the...
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shamunda:
Sounds like a mirror of my past weekend without the gambling thrown in. Good you got to get in touch with us peeples!
I actually have a camera too
I actually have a camera too
spadez:
Yeah I was there lost in the crowd of people passing out business cards and taking photos of cars and stuff. I will post the pictures later when I get a chance right now I am off for a shower and a shave before I goto work...
END OF COURSE!!!!!!!!!
Today is the LAST day of my estimating/customer service class!!!
I can't begin to tell you how happy that makes me!!!
Do you remember how stressed out I was during my structural classes? And how happy I was when they were finally over?
Take that...and multiply it by like, ten!!!
Not that this class has been stressful...in fact it was quite the...
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Today is the LAST day of my estimating/customer service class!!!
I can't begin to tell you how happy that makes me!!!
Do you remember how stressed out I was during my structural classes? And how happy I was when they were finally over?
Take that...and multiply it by like, ten!!!
Not that this class has been stressful...in fact it was quite the...
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bluevalentine:
Truck says he misses you
kay:
Have fun sweetie!
Congrats as well. You can do it love!
~cheers
Congrats as well. You can do it love!
~cheers
I hate drama.
I know, I have it too.
What I really mean is that I hate unnecessary drama.
No...what I really mean is I hate when people SPREAD unnecessary drama.
We all have it...sometimes I indulge in it...sometimes I ignore it...but I can't remember the last time I tried to spread it.
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I hate when I have one moment of flying high on...
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I know, I have it too.
What I really mean is that I hate unnecessary drama.
No...what I really mean is I hate when people SPREAD unnecessary drama.
We all have it...sometimes I indulge in it...sometimes I ignore it...but I can't remember the last time I tried to spread it.
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I hate when I have one moment of flying high on...
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kay:
*hug*
~cheers
~cheers
gallas13:
sunn 0)))
an elixir
an elixir
Another dawn breaking...
I was supposed to get trained for my job working as a waitress as the strip club last night. But I'd chosen to dye the white bustier I already have black (as per their dress code) rather than pay the $60 for a new one. It ended up taking longer than planned to get the material I needed and get it all...
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I was supposed to get trained for my job working as a waitress as the strip club last night. But I'd chosen to dye the white bustier I already have black (as per their dress code) rather than pay the $60 for a new one. It ended up taking longer than planned to get the material I needed and get it all...
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carmina:
Wow, what great plans!
Custom autobody'd keep me interested too.... Too bad they never need an appraiser.
Custom autobody'd keep me interested too.... Too bad they never need an appraiser.
doll_:
have i told you allready that your butt pix are fab?
k, well now i have.
in fact you are fab, but i think you allready know that.
horray for you getting to spend time with yer peeps sounds like thats exactly what you need. drink some whiskey for me! and screw reant and bills, can we just pretend they dont exist?
k, well now i have.
in fact you are fab, but i think you allready know that.
horray for you getting to spend time with yer peeps sounds like thats exactly what you need. drink some whiskey for me! and screw reant and bills, can we just pretend they dont exist?
Well...another day comes to a close...
ITEMS OF NOTE:
*Spoke to a woman about an escort service...I was supposed to meet with her today but it turns out her 'office' is pretty far away from me
She said she was willing to work with me about meeting halfway for an interview and letting me take assignments out here in bumblefuck...
*Called that custom body shop...
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ITEMS OF NOTE:
*Spoke to a woman about an escort service...I was supposed to meet with her today but it turns out her 'office' is pretty far away from me
She said she was willing to work with me about meeting halfway for an interview and letting me take assignments out here in bumblefuck...
*Called that custom body shop...
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thelibra:
no chocolate?! blasphemy!
what's yr mailing address?
what's yr mailing address?
mulhollanddrive:
Thanks for the bday wishes!!!
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papawheelie:
this place rules I tell ya.that was like the epic journal comment sister. awesome.
a monster truck? was it on a sunday Sunday SUNDAY!
I have some old frames I wear now and again. though every once in a while someone will notice theres no glass in them and draw a bunch of unwanted attentention. and they kind of make me look like im unclewheelie
a monster truck? was it on a sunday Sunday SUNDAY!
I have some old frames I wear now and again. though every once in a while someone will notice theres no glass in them and draw a bunch of unwanted attentention. and they kind of make me look like im unclewheelie
papawheelie:
oh, and i would totally give my left nut for some chocolate right now
Thinking about my friends in New York...
It's a Saturday night...in the city that never sleeps...
Right now I bet people are at home primping to go out...
The bars won't be real good and crowded 'til 10PM.
They'll be at Doc's.
They'll be at Otto's.
They'll be at Motorcity.
They'll be at 7B.
They'll be at Acebar.
One thing's for sure, they won't be...
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It's a Saturday night...in the city that never sleeps...
Right now I bet people are at home primping to go out...
The bars won't be real good and crowded 'til 10PM.
They'll be at Doc's.
They'll be at Otto's.
They'll be at Motorcity.
They'll be at 7B.
They'll be at Acebar.
One thing's for sure, they won't be...
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doll_:
i want to hug you long time. and pet your hair.
i have only recently been able to listen to white heat.... again. it took a couple of years, but now i just listen and know how goddamn good the music really is, without my eyes welling up into torrents of blinding tears.
this ongoing struggle with you breaks my heart. but you have it! you are so close!almost done with school? and then im sure you will embarc on annother amazing journey of growth and re-discovery....
you are a godess.... im bowing at your feet.
i have only recently been able to listen to white heat.... again. it took a couple of years, but now i just listen and know how goddamn good the music really is, without my eyes welling up into torrents of blinding tears.
this ongoing struggle with you breaks my heart. but you have it! you are so close!almost done with school? and then im sure you will embarc on annother amazing journey of growth and re-discovery....
you are a godess.... im bowing at your feet.
mercie:
I never feel alive. Just puttering through life every day. Moving. Doing something. For what or why, I don't know. Right now I'm more or less being held captive at my boytoy's house, he's asleep and he drove here last night, so here I sit. It's almost painful to watch him sleep, because i love him so much and he's so beautiful. But yeah, love is never enough. Ever. I wrote something recently that pretty much explains shit... "All the time inbetween being with you is just killing time." It's true. I miss him even when he's with me sometimes. Hang in there... it's all we can do. ♥
It's another beautiful Saturday morning here in Houston...
What I'm doing up at this hour, I can't really say.
I guess it's just that I'm so used to waking up with the sun...
Or maybe it has something to do with the fact that me and some schoolmates began our weekend a little early...10:25AM and we're drinking vodka out in my car.
One of my...
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What I'm doing up at this hour, I can't really say.
I guess it's just that I'm so used to waking up with the sun...
Or maybe it has something to do with the fact that me and some schoolmates began our weekend a little early...10:25AM and we're drinking vodka out in my car.
One of my...
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kinkykurlz:
Hey there...sounds like a lot of drunken fun! I saw your post in Girls Only (Post a pic) and I thought I would stop by...I love your maintence girl set and well everything else! Happy Saturday!
rockadiva:
so hey little lady///did you ever find yourself a job??? I know the Red Lion pub on Shephard is looking for 2 bartenders....they make goooood money there, my girl Melissa works there....
Got massively plastered last night...
Same thing as every night, actually.
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I woke up from my drunken stupor last night...
Sometime around 3AM...
COVERED in chocolate/peanut butter ice cream.
The bowl was sitting on the table...
So I'm not quite sure how I got that ice cream all over me...
Does that mean I have a drinking problem?
Or an ice cream problem?
Same thing as every night, actually.
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I woke up from my drunken stupor last night...
Sometime around 3AM...
COVERED in chocolate/peanut butter ice cream.
The bowl was sitting on the table...
So I'm not quite sure how I got that ice cream all over me...
Does that mean I have a drinking problem?
Or an ice cream problem?
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flatblack:
I LOVE chocolate peanut butter ice cream! It's my favorite. I would have licked it off you.
rockadiva:
ummm, both?
This entry has been deleted due to sobriety...
xoxo
xoxo
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kay:
It was a good entry, and sober or no, I think you should say it. Besides it was well written and a good read!
~cheers
~cheers
travelinfool:
just for the record....
I thought that was an excellent bit of prose
I enjoyed reading it even though I know nothing about your personal situation.
it oozed of true feeling and I gobbled it up.
take heart in the fact that it was put together well, and riveted some of us
i too write some things when i probably shouldn't (like now)
maybe thats the only time we really say what we want? (i don't know.... I usually reconsider the next day as well....)
I thought that was an excellent bit of prose
I enjoyed reading it even though I know nothing about your personal situation.
it oozed of true feeling and I gobbled it up.
take heart in the fact that it was put together well, and riveted some of us
i too write some things when i probably shouldn't (like now)
maybe thats the only time we really say what we want? (i don't know.... I usually reconsider the next day as well....)
~cheers