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It figures that I'd buy a minivan with no a/c...claiming that I didn't care becasue I'm so used to it and besides, the hottest days of summer have passed, only to be hit with a fucking heat wave... mad

That's cool though...I spent yesterday changing the oil and air filter...getting sufficiently dirty to satisfy my gearhead tendencies...

But only after ANOTHER stupid run in with the...
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papawheelie:
one of my shovelheads just quit all the way across town. I bussed and cabbed home to get some tools and now I'm off to figure out wtf is up with that thing

every time you leave a comment I cab't help but get the feeling you and i would get along like red beans and rice
papawheelie:
a shop for what, now? for work you mean?
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It's been a relatively uneventful weekend, which I suppose is alright.

Didn't make a dime at work Friday night.

Got a text message from that adorable little virgin boy I'd been seeing back in January. He requested to see me before I leave town...sooooo.....

Saturday I got to lay around naked and cuddle...and some other stuff...but like I said, he's a virgin (he's gonna make...
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doineanta:
where have you been???
1_dying_wish:
haha, well i don't klike my job enough to go in drunk and ruin my buzz smile

all night laying in bed with a virgin? that must have been frustrating.. if i was him i would not have remained a virgin if you were offering to de-flower me - that's for damn sure...
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guitargeek:
Hey, I thought of the flaming skulls first, goddammit!

See? I told ya to get a Mopar minivan! Sometimes I give pretty good advice...
bonneville:
nice mini-van tongue
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I don't want to get my hopes up...but I'm pretty sure that I haven't had a nightmare in two whole days! smile

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We've started making some phone calls to certified mercedes body shops. They already have my resume...but so far no luck. None of the kids have had a lot of luck yet.

I'm talking to that place in Monterey but can't really see myself...
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rockadiva:
Monterey is beautiful and the weather is fantastic, but its verrrrry pricey to live there....make sure they're going to pay you really, REALLY good if you take that job...
spadez:
I love the family guy that some good shit!
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I kinda hate when a somewhat good day can go bad..

then good...

then bad...

then good...

I mean, am I fucking bi-polar or is life just not fucking constistant?

Cuz...it's bad again...bad like, drunk speeding on the highway bad...cuz I like to...cuz I don't care...

Bad like, I'm living some kind of fucking de ja vous...

Bad like...why did I bother getting off my...
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shesinparties:
no, you are not the only one, i am about done with drinking myself into a stupor myself, just hoping for sleep. it didn't work last night, don't know why the fuck it would tonight. vicious cycle, ya know puke
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Not too much to report...

Had a pretty good week at work...

My kitchen and bathroom are STILL clean, even after a week!

We're finally out in the shop chopping and tearing away at those mercedes, which after all those weeks in the classroom is VERY exciting!

I've decided to get a minivan to solve my needing-a-new-car-one-that-can-hold-all-my-possessions problem...

Of course, you KNOW the minivan will...
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thelibra:
i dont really like flat paint on cars, but...that sounds badass.
hati:
People will be so afraid of you when you cruise around in that thing. Kids will be praying you aren't some demonic soccer mom with kids breathing fire in the backseat. "Oh, God, please don't let that kid be on the other team!" Come to think of it, that reminds me of some of the kids I played against. Although, when you are that age, the only thing worse than a kid who breathes fire is one who already has facial hair. Horrifying! Man, I hated being a chubby, unathletic kid. I wasn't THE fat kid in school, but I was definitely called "Big Guy" most of the time. Not too bad a nickname, but you get the idea.
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It doesn't feel like four years...

It feels like yesterday.

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Driving in my craptastic shitmobile down to the local wal-mart listening to some country music...I think back on all the things that have happened in those four years.

I think on how I felt as though there was no way I could go on. The world had literally crumbled around me and nothing made...
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bluevalentine:
What are you doing sunday, october 2nd from 11am til 7pm?
bluevalentine:
http://www.houstonheights.org/festival.htm

I have a booth there. Wanna come hang/help out?
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A BREAK IN THE CLOUDS...

The army has delayed Josh's report date until Nov. 6th.
If they deny is medical exemption he has the option to appeal which will buy him six more months at home.

In the meantime he's gotten himself a fantastic job at a custom shop run by the guy who is supposed to become the next Chip Foose. In fact, when...
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thelibra:
you kick ass. kiss kiss
rockadiva:
oh wow, what a trememdous feeling that must be! I'm envious of you right now, lil mama! can't wait till i finish my schooling!
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carryavengeance:
damn...my chair's not that nice whatever
miellem:
thanks, it's good to hear that, and just plain good to hear from you period! smile
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papawheelie:
you sure don't look miserable sister
lottie:
eeek love Wow!!!! What an amazing ass!!! love
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I suppose it's nice to have an extra day off...even if it does leave me with too much time to sit around and think.

Mostly I was just happy to have a night where I could get smashingly drunk and not worry about waking up the next morning.

And mostly, I don't have that many thoughts left...
I've gone to my numb place where all...
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harrq:
what did I tell you about crying ..... theres no crying ......don't make me come down there !!!!!
hati:
Babe, I am sure hoping you start to get a little happier soon.

Fuck that, I'll go so far as to say I hope you get a LOT happier soon. You got that job at Mercedes, right? Am I wrong and just rubbed salt in a wound. Damn. I hope you got it.
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Took the night off work to stand in for Josh at his former roommate's 21st birthday party...

It was nice to be able to get out and be social with some folks. It's something I've done hardly any of since being here in Houston...for a number of reasons...one of them is that being an older chick, these guys don't think to invite me out to...
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rockadiva:
wink
daggers:
well thanks for passin by.... let me know when you get closer to oak town.. smile