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I suppose I'd be better at updating if my mind weren't going in a hundred different directions.
And if my heart weren't having a hundred different emotions right now....

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The truth is...no matter what my complaints about work have been...I'm overwhelmed with disappointment that it hasn't worked out.

I've said it before and I'll say it again...living through Houston was one of the worst...
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dirtyprettything:
Hey lady-

Everything will be okay - I got your email but havent had a free moment to respond... LA sounds like a good choice for you, and even tho I don't have any good work recommendations, I'll be living in LA starting in August, so I hope you know you can lean on me whenever you need it....

XOXO
redmess:
i admire you woman!
lotts 'o' love kiss
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I've been enjoying my day off work by not getting out of bed except to IM with random folks...

Too much on my mind...

Too many choices to make with no good options...

Now I'm getting plastered and watching Fight Club...

...already feeling better...

ARRR!!!
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sixtyfootqueenie:
1st of august yo!!!!!!
junglejim:
nice butt good looking! wink
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ITEMS OF NOTE:

Work...

Contrary to the way my last blog made it sound, I did not up and walk out of my job...no matter how much I'd have loved to.

If you didn't see this coming for months, you clearly haven't been paying attention.

I SHOULD have quit that first time he patted me on the head and called me a good girl...

Or...
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1_dying_wish:
MUCH LOVE

it sounds like you did the right thing - have fun in SoCal and good luck with finding work - i'm sure you'll find something. don't stress too much (i know, easier said than done) - you'll be back in the swing in no time...
bluevalentine:
now, Im kinda pulling for france
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I can't tell you how nice it was, for a girl like me, with so much on her mind right now...to just go and crash out in someone else's life for a weekend.

Especially when it involves things like, sleeping in, and dressing up like fairy tale characters for a wedding, punk rock on a ukalale, and warming myself by a fire sculpture.

Clearly my...
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gypsyphoenix:
that is awesome!!

what are your plans now? talk to me!! kiss
sixtyfootqueenie:
yay for quitting your job!

and yay for merkins!
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MENTAL NOTE:

Set cell phone alarm to call in to work tomorrow morning...

The US plays Ghanna at 7 A.M....

You KNOW where I'll be...

ARRR!!!
1_dying_wish:
thanks for the birthday wishes! spent my birthday in glasgow and i have to say that city and it's people rock! i see you have a bit of the world cupo fever.. i was in england when they won - MADNESS!
estrada:
While I am not a rabid soccer fan I was disappointed in Team USA's overall performance, they seemed to be out of sorts the entire cup. While some are pointing to the questionable penalty kick that is just a convient excuse.
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Let me hide in your arms.

Let me curl up in your bed on your crappy ol' 100 thread count sheets.

Let's turn off the lights and just let me hold onto you for a while.

Not too long...

Just a while...

Let me not think about my disappointments...

Let me not have to make any decisions about what to do next...

Just for a...
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papawheelie:
*wink*
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AN OPEN LETTER TO THE HATERS....you know you who are...


It must be exhausting to be you.

To walk around so filled with hate and resentment...and that deep seated belief that the world owes you for all you've been through.

This somehow making you feel it's your right to judge and blame.

I know how exhausting it is to live like that...because that used to...
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guitargeek:
All I said was that you should enjoy your time in California before the drama sets in, and you accused me of being some kind of doomsayer. Everything is cool when you're brand new in a place, during the honeymoon phase.

That doesn't make me a hater, and I don't think I deserve the cold shoulder from you.

That's all.
holliday:
Oh guitargeek, you only wish you were important enough to warrant a journal entry...
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edited:

edited again:

Because frankly, I don't even want to hear my OWN fucking excuse for such an entry...

You missed it?

Be grateful...

Carry on....
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poolboy6:
This was a good time.
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It is currently 5:34 in the AM...

I'm heading off to the pub...

God bless the beautiful game...
bluevalentine:
England didnt play for crap. at least its a win...
anton:
Trinidad & Tabago = awesome.
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There's only one thing worth writing in this little white box...



WORLD CUP SOCCER!!!!








See y'all in about two weeks...
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papawheelie:

d'oh!



[Edited on Jun 09, 2006 3:00PM]
bluevalentine:
wait...how didn't i know you were a football fan??

I wrote this to some friends of mine earlier this week

"Starting Saturday, if you would like to go do something during daylight hours and you ask "Hey, Steph, let's go..." and your sentence doesn't have the words "soccer", "world" or "cup" in it, chances are I will turn you down. A lot.

Or make you watch the matches with me. And no one wants that."
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Tired of looking at my ass?

Yeah...me too...

I only wish there was something better to share with you fine folks...but there just isn't.

Just when you think you've hit the bottom...

That bottom drops out.
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papawheelie:
this journal brought to you by the words 'ass' and 'bottom'


are you so blue? whats this, you say need to have your bottom hit? *wink*
gypsyphoenix:
thanks for the help. it is greatly appreciated, as are the kind words.

the way i've always heard it is, just when you think you've hit bottom, life hands you a shovel and says "keep digging"

kiss