oh my freakin god...i had the longest journal entry,and accidentally cleared it all...so here goes nothing
shit i forgot what i wrote
my parents are in the other room judging american idol.they have this weird obessession with that show.next paycheck i am going to the doctor to get some zoloft. i've been really down for the longest time,and i have no reason to be. i live a good life,i have GREAT parents,i was brought up nice,i have plenty of food and shelter,and i have a great girlfriend that loves me to death(well at least i beileve she does) and i'm just down a lot. and i'm also worried about her dumping me and this all coming down to an end...it really sucks. so maybe this will help. i've been the one to say "hey,i'm not going to let a drug change who i am" but this is really getting old.
back in they day,about a year ago, i had my group of friends. it was a whole bunch of us who would drink together,hang out at the tattoo shop in which one of us owned, we'd "roll thick" everywhere we went. we were the "punk/alternative/not the kind that loook orbelong in this town(aka real)people here" it was so great and the best time in our lives. eventually everyone moved away,except for me. i'm the last one here. my best friends jorj and emily came down(or up) here this weekend. it made me realize how much i missed and love those people. they told me all about denton. so in the summer i'm moving there,and i think it will be alot better for me. a place where i actually belong
i also have this new friend shawna. she is so cool. today i got to work at 4, and her and i talked from 5-9. about her relationship,my relationship, music,and so many other things. we went through my ipod and listened to my music she hasnt heard of but she likes. she was constantly saying "burn me this,burn me that" and this list is:
Soul Coughing
Portishead
The Sounds
Blonde Redhead
Death Cab For Cutie
Bright Eyes
Cursive
she really does have a good taste in music,which is rare in my town
shit i forgot what i wrote
my parents are in the other room judging american idol.they have this weird obessession with that show.next paycheck i am going to the doctor to get some zoloft. i've been really down for the longest time,and i have no reason to be. i live a good life,i have GREAT parents,i was brought up nice,i have plenty of food and shelter,and i have a great girlfriend that loves me to death(well at least i beileve she does) and i'm just down a lot. and i'm also worried about her dumping me and this all coming down to an end...it really sucks. so maybe this will help. i've been the one to say "hey,i'm not going to let a drug change who i am" but this is really getting old.
back in they day,about a year ago, i had my group of friends. it was a whole bunch of us who would drink together,hang out at the tattoo shop in which one of us owned, we'd "roll thick" everywhere we went. we were the "punk/alternative/not the kind that loook orbelong in this town(aka real)people here" it was so great and the best time in our lives. eventually everyone moved away,except for me. i'm the last one here. my best friends jorj and emily came down(or up) here this weekend. it made me realize how much i missed and love those people. they told me all about denton. so in the summer i'm moving there,and i think it will be alot better for me. a place where i actually belong
i also have this new friend shawna. she is so cool. today i got to work at 4, and her and i talked from 5-9. about her relationship,my relationship, music,and so many other things. we went through my ipod and listened to my music she hasnt heard of but she likes. she was constantly saying "burn me this,burn me that" and this list is:
Soul Coughing
Portishead
The Sounds
Blonde Redhead
Death Cab For Cutie
Bright Eyes
Cursive
she really does have a good taste in music,which is rare in my town
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