Wednesday Feb 02, 2005

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i'm a really paranoid person..everyone at work says i'm neurotic...it's really getting old being this way

i haven't worried about my girlfriend cheating on me..its hard to explain....i don't think she IS cheating on me persay,but if she WOULD cheat on me...i know she wouldn't...but my damn brain tells me there is a chance she could..i mean,there is so many guys that are way better looking than me..and probably don't suck so much in bed...a lot more in shape and better looking in general...my self conciousness keeps fucking this up...because i beileve she does love me and thinks i'm attractive..i don't know anymore...i mean,she wouldn't date me if she didnt dig me or think i'm attractive...

this is driving me fucking crazy...i guess i'm just afraid of being hurt

i don't have many friends on this thing...am i not interesting?
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adelayde:
aw. i hope you start feeling better about all this soon. i am also a super paranoid/jealous person. i've been trying to work on that recently. i'm getting tired of being this way, too. it sure sucks, doesn't it? just don't do what i did. don't flip out. that makes the situation even worse.

oh, & thanks for the early happy bday. lol. now, i expect to see happy bday wishes in a month. lol.
slut_free_youth:
sounds like you need to get away for the day and clear your head love...
don't let those thoughts rip at you. otherwise you will hurt yourself, and your lucky lady.

xoxoxo

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