well..i'm about to go out with kelly..we are going to my bar.its kind of odd going to a bar with her seeing as i can't drink. so i guess it's diet coke all night..i really do love this girl,and i don't regret saying i love you so soon,because she loves me too..we've been going together a month now.it's really been great
i've been in this bummed out mood lately,and all i've been listening to is bright eyes..he really is awesome,if you haven't heard of him,pick up fevers and mirrors..or (gasp)download it...
i've had 2 dreams in a row where i've seen kelly in public,and she wouldn't take to me or awknowledge my presence..i don't know if i should worry about this,should i?
i feel crappy also because she is 24,has a 2 year degree(i can't think of what those are called right now) she goes to hair school for 8 hours a day,and takes care of her kid. all i do is sleep for 12 hours through the day,go to work for 5 hours,and i live with my parents and listen to music...i kind of feel worthless compared to her..i really don't want to move out without a car..it isn't a big city with a bus or taxi,and i hate bumming rides,so i really don't have much options right now..i did find a 1 bedroom apartment around here where all you pay is gas and electric,and its 185..so i should be in those around april..i don't know why i've felt so down lately,i have a great girl.the other factor is that she lives 30 miles away in pampa,and i see her like once a week.
i just sent my pictures to be developed(i'm old school,so i don't have a digital)so you guys can see how really beautiful she is
i hope everyone has a decent weekend and stays safe..i really hope i can get drunk with no money. i've done it before and i can do it again
i've been in this bummed out mood lately,and all i've been listening to is bright eyes..he really is awesome,if you haven't heard of him,pick up fevers and mirrors..or (gasp)download it...
i've had 2 dreams in a row where i've seen kelly in public,and she wouldn't take to me or awknowledge my presence..i don't know if i should worry about this,should i?
i feel crappy also because she is 24,has a 2 year degree(i can't think of what those are called right now) she goes to hair school for 8 hours a day,and takes care of her kid. all i do is sleep for 12 hours through the day,go to work for 5 hours,and i live with my parents and listen to music...i kind of feel worthless compared to her..i really don't want to move out without a car..it isn't a big city with a bus or taxi,and i hate bumming rides,so i really don't have much options right now..i did find a 1 bedroom apartment around here where all you pay is gas and electric,and its 185..so i should be in those around april..i don't know why i've felt so down lately,i have a great girl.the other factor is that she lives 30 miles away in pampa,and i see her like once a week.
i just sent my pictures to be developed(i'm old school,so i don't have a digital)so you guys can see how really beautiful she is
i hope everyone has a decent weekend and stays safe..i really hope i can get drunk with no money. i've done it before and i can do it again
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k_kat:
There's a whole hell of a lot of guys and girls that act that way and give bad raps to the rest of their gender. I just think there's a lot of empty people these days that don't have any regard for people's feelings. Many of them are self centered and shallow. 
kiki:
