holland

so this weekend was a joke that has so far taught me nothing, except not to count your chickens before they hatch.
First of all i was really good at pretending i didnt care about adam and ash, which i didnt, except when they were cuddling or whatever else crap they did, that annoyed me. We went into the bunker ash and i and she was all sad because she said that adam still liked me, that she could see it in the way he looked at me, that he cared when i was upset. So of course shes freaking out because shes waisted and now shes jealous because shes convinced herself adam still likes me. She goes more crazy than i ever did when we were camping! she freaks out on him, tells him hes sleeping on a futon, tells him hes self absorbed (which is true) and than she runs away pouting and he doesnt chase her, like he used to for me. In the end she was puking, crying because he wasnt there while she puked, and than she ripped off all her clothing that was covered in puke and sat there nakid crying. SERIOUSY! i would have NEVER pulled that, i may be jealous but i am not crazy. So im like YES Karma rules all, they are not gonna talk ever again because he made her drive home alone from camping.

Yeah they talked ... and i think everythings ok, she just had to say she was sorry. GIVE ME A BREAK! wheres the Karma in that?

i hate this crapshitfuck. i think its time i get over the adam and start crushin on someone new ... hmmm new victim