holland

apparently im a great liar.

we went to a hotel room last night with some guy and when we were getting ice we met some other guy, so we told him we were from Seattle thinkin we wouldnt see him and whats the point of staying in a hotel if we're from the city?
Than it started to pour outside so my friend and i left the guy we came with in the room and went to play in the rain, when we were out there i found this cellphone. So i figured i mine as well call numbers in it. Yeah it was some guy two floors up so we went up and met him and he was such a cutie face. but he was with the guy we told we were from seattle. Well now we were caught in our lie and had to keep lying! it was fun tho.


I just stoped talkin to ashley, shes still seeing adam. i kno it shouldn't bother me, because adam & me = over. Ashely & me = over ... but i care, and i hurt. Because he was supposed to go to the carnival with me, but he went with her last night. And it does hurt. It makes me sick ... still.
I want to move on. i want a boyfriend. I want all the good things, the going out to carnivals, and camping and partying. She has what i had, and shes getting the best of it.