so my weekend was WAY better than i asked for
Friday: was told i wasnt going camping, spent three hours callin places to find a place to go, talked to Stan and made plans to go to his Lake Lot. Than we bought our Booze (my aunt even ended up payin for a flat for us) and than we drank here. Me and Kel had a in dept conversation, than she decided she wanted to kiss me, so we made out and went to bed.
Saturday: get to the lake lot, start getting really drunk, mixed alot, played Beersbee, my friend got hit by a fire cracker so that was funny, got sick, puked alot but no one saw except Stu, Saw a cat fight and than was so drunk i couldnt sleep in the tent so i slept in Stans Truck.
Sunday: woke up weezy, went for breakfast, played beersby again, watched two drunk men savage some food (eating mayo from the bottle, eating hambergurs with ranch dressing dropped on a chair ... ) went for lunch, Drank again, drank myself sober, than it rained like hell and we made a fire that reached about 5 feet tall that was kinda overdone, than adam and i went for a walk and talked for about an hour about all sorts of things, than we went Skinny Dipping which was really amusing because itd just rained and it was freezin! It made me happy tho because he was like "youre crazy" but in a this excites me kinda way a you amaze me kinda way, so we skinnydipped, than he kissed me, than we made out, than we went back, made out more, i told him i wouldnt have sex with him which really sucked because later we were talkin and i told him i dont have sex with people im not with, and hes like "than why arent we together" and i got confused and i was like "because you didnt ask me to be with you" so than he asked. so the whole night we cuddled, and i mean he CUDDLED ME; hes a big man like Jesse James, and than this morning he was being so kind to me, he got me water and got me my flip flops and did little sweet things. Than i leave him when he drops me off and it was like that, just see you later, so i guess we're not 'together'
I wish i had a love doctor, someone who could say do this and that and make sure to do this and that, and than i will a)know for sure if he likes me or b)get him to really like me
ive been telling myself to shut up all day because i dont really want to like him, because its not going to happen ... how do i make it happen? hes friends with a friend of mine that i dont ushally see ... and hes REALLY quiet and shy ...
HELP WANTED
Friday: was told i wasnt going camping, spent three hours callin places to find a place to go, talked to Stan and made plans to go to his Lake Lot. Than we bought our Booze (my aunt even ended up payin for a flat for us) and than we drank here. Me and Kel had a in dept conversation, than she decided she wanted to kiss me, so we made out and went to bed.
Saturday: get to the lake lot, start getting really drunk, mixed alot, played Beersbee, my friend got hit by a fire cracker so that was funny, got sick, puked alot but no one saw except Stu, Saw a cat fight and than was so drunk i couldnt sleep in the tent so i slept in Stans Truck.
Sunday: woke up weezy, went for breakfast, played beersby again, watched two drunk men savage some food (eating mayo from the bottle, eating hambergurs with ranch dressing dropped on a chair ... ) went for lunch, Drank again, drank myself sober, than it rained like hell and we made a fire that reached about 5 feet tall that was kinda overdone, than adam and i went for a walk and talked for about an hour about all sorts of things, than we went Skinny Dipping which was really amusing because itd just rained and it was freezin! It made me happy tho because he was like "youre crazy" but in a this excites me kinda way a you amaze me kinda way, so we skinnydipped, than he kissed me, than we made out, than we went back, made out more, i told him i wouldnt have sex with him which really sucked because later we were talkin and i told him i dont have sex with people im not with, and hes like "than why arent we together" and i got confused and i was like "because you didnt ask me to be with you" so than he asked. so the whole night we cuddled, and i mean he CUDDLED ME; hes a big man like Jesse James, and than this morning he was being so kind to me, he got me water and got me my flip flops and did little sweet things. Than i leave him when he drops me off and it was like that, just see you later, so i guess we're not 'together'
I wish i had a love doctor, someone who could say do this and that and make sure to do this and that, and than i will a)know for sure if he likes me or b)get him to really like me
ive been telling myself to shut up all day because i dont really want to like him, because its not going to happen ... how do i make it happen? hes friends with a friend of mine that i dont ushally see ... and hes REALLY quiet and shy ...
HELP WANTED
I know the feeling about wanting a love doctor - I desperately need one I am always screwing thing up!