holland

dammit people, now non of you are responding to my journals! just because im leaving doesnt mean im gone yet

i colored my hair for the horrorpops show, even tho i am nervious that ashley wont even come, because shes a huge ditch. i cant stand being her friend anymore, she treats me terribly. its all about her, its about if she wants, and if she doesnt want i dont get to do it either. But she does have a way of suprising me, like at leannes birthday. But i deserve alot more respect from a friend, its the point, other wise shed just be another person i know