holland

i talked to Matt, the boy from the HMV staff party. he is a very awesome boy
he likes video games, reading, eating, trying to skateboard, music ... hes typical, but adorible boy typical.
i want to be his friend, he doesnt have many, but i really would rather be more, he is so pretty and kind hearted

im so pessimistic when it comes to someone maybe liking me, im very concerned with my heart, it breaks easily and has been taped back together before. when he let me go he told me he'd call me some other time (which hopefully isnt longer than 5 days) and maybe we can do something and i said i want.

*crosses fingers*