holland

This weekend was long. Myke's friends held a suspension so myke and i kicked around it for the two days. Myke suspended which kinda was shitty to see him in pain but i was so happy for him when he did it because he did fucking wicked. One guy did a lotus which was pretty intence because he droped his knees after, mmm anothing guy passed out but it was rad because he enjoyed that. I'm pretty burnt out from being up and moving around so much. Id love to suspend but i mean i dont want pictures where people are like, why are you suspending a pregnant chick? Maybe one day though. I think it'd be exciting.

i need some will power fuck. im eating chips again! i ate some yesterday too. I am just so weak for them and since my families not any better i cant ban them from my house. and i was just beating myself up if i lost weight itd be hella easier to get tats and suspnd ... idiot


*mykes suspension care of Lane at Dragon FX