holland

Met the parents today, so scary. once i got there though it wasnt so bad. I have a really big problem though, i cant stop waiting for him to break up with me. i was awesome with him until we had a conversation about children and now i just, i dunno what hit me i just am convinced itll happen. Hes been distant lately, doesnt want to hang out as often and doesnt try and talk to me as much. if this is just getting comphortable i cant stand it.
Im sure im just over analyzing and if im not careful ill just drive him away. But i dunno, i like him alot, hes a good person.

I had to get that off my chest, fuck.

i went shopping today and got some cute pants and a bra and boobs and the cutest hair clips!

ps wow i cant take pictures anymore, i think as i get older, i get less pretty