things still suck but atleast today they are bearable.
atleast now I dont feel like everybody sucks. just most people.
atleast now I dont feel like everybody sucks. just most people.
I hate my life.
its just not worth it anymore
its just not worth it anymore
artsaves1228:
wow wtf happened? I looked at my bookmarked journals, and the first 5 were very negative...did something happen today I'm not aware of?! 
artsaves1228:
well Im sorry 
life throws a shit load of crap at us every once in awhile....and it always seems its all at once, I hope it gets better
life throws a shit load of crap at us every once in awhile....and it always seems its all at once, I hope it gets better now that V-day is over I can stop being a grumpy bastard.
It probably would have been better if I had gotten to spend it with my hunny bunches of kittens, or schnooky wooky chickenpants.
bah. It sucks not being close to her.
poopasaurus rex
Silence of the lambs the musical
listen to "Put the fucking lotion in the basket"
NOW DO IT NOW!!!!!
It probably would have been better if I had gotten to spend it with my hunny bunches of kittens, or schnooky wooky chickenpants.
bah. It sucks not being close to her.
poopasaurus rex
Silence of the lambs the musical
listen to "Put the fucking lotion in the basket"
NOW DO IT NOW!!!!!
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artsaves1228:
yeah we go to petsmart a lot, we did almost every other day before we got our cat...there are some cutes ones, usually babies, and the older cats are always cheaper, kinda sad...cause everyone wants babies, so the older ones are cheaper so they'll be adopted faster we got our cat full grown, she'll be a year old in may i think...old kitties need love too 
we got our cat full grown, she'll be a year old in may i think...old kitties need love too 
southernbelle:
Hi back
Fucking Valentine's Day.
there are very few of you who know WHY I hate today.
I am however gonna call my "sister" she hates it too. we have a tradition of bitching to each other every year.
Fucking Fucks of a fuckity fuck.
fuck fuck.
I hope the world
there are very few of you who know WHY I hate today.
I am however gonna call my "sister" she hates it too. we have a tradition of bitching to each other every year.
Fucking Fucks of a fuckity fuck.
fuck fuck.
I hope the world
Darkangel
[May 1999]
In your dream you see me clear
I have no restraint, no fear
Powerless I watched from faces I'd assumed.
My purpose set. My will defined.
Caress the air.
Embrace the skies.
Escape the sorrow and restraint of mortal cities.
Give me time I will be clear.
Given time you'll understand
What posesses me to right what you have suffered.
I'm in...
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[May 1999]
In your dream you see me clear
I have no restraint, no fear
Powerless I watched from faces I'd assumed.
My purpose set. My will defined.
Caress the air.
Embrace the skies.
Escape the sorrow and restraint of mortal cities.
Give me time I will be clear.
Given time you'll understand
What posesses me to right what you have suffered.
I'm in...
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artsaves1228:
Actually Aruba is a she She can be a mean little thing sometimes, but so sweet....I'd like to teach her to eat people or maybe kill 
She can be a mean little thing sometimes, but so sweet....I'd like to teach her to eat people or maybe kill I'm looking at certain parts of my inner workings...
I wonder if I'm still infact insane (yes lovelies there was a period in my life in which I was bereft of normal mental functions SERIOUSLY). I've noticed that I dont exactly think the way other people do. I dont think they way I used to either. Its more evident in some areas than others. I...
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I wonder if I'm still infact insane (yes lovelies there was a period in my life in which I was bereft of normal mental functions SERIOUSLY). I've noticed that I dont exactly think the way other people do. I dont think they way I used to either. Its more evident in some areas than others. I...
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nocturnal_dalle:
You left me a comment 1/24 from a comment I left you I don't remember when. I saw you on the Bipolar group. I really need to check this site more often. Ha! Yeah, know what you mean about your last entry. I've been on short term disability for mental reasons for over 7 months now. Getting paid more than unemployment to sit at home is not bad. Going on long term soon as its approved till I get a job. Winter sucks for me. I hate the games I must play in this f'ed up world to get by, but that's life, right? All I have is the nights I go out and party with my friends and have fun. The rest of the time I sit here and rot. What a life. To be a part of the working world I have to fake it unless someone wants to pay me for the talents I can't seem to get motivated enough to pursue on my own. Or have enough money to start my own business. Good luck to you. Medication helps to a point, but never enough I fear.
artsaves1228:
heh i wish i had telepathic abilities! but hes home now....whoa....im going to beat his ass now for making me worry
weeeee I stink of funk!
usually women WARN people about hatchet wounds....
I've been sleeping alot less than I used to. the past few weeks I've been going on at most five or six a night. sometimes eight if my girl wears me out. (
I know you're reading this) but its strange I actually feel like I have more energy now.
I might be...
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usually women WARN people about hatchet wounds....
I've been sleeping alot less than I used to. the past few weeks I've been going on at most five or six a night. sometimes eight if my girl wears me out. (
I know you're reading this) but its strange I actually feel like I have more energy now.
I might be...
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I'm riding to the rescue on a big white horse.
and by big I mean small
and by white I mean green
and by horse I mean Honda
and by big I mean small
and by white I mean green
and by horse I mean Honda
trye:
Im ok, not up to par where I should be. But its whatever.
How are you?
How are you?
not having a job sucks
somebody pay me! for something! uhm..... ahem.....
soft batch cookies are good but if you eat too many they leave a really weird taste in your mouth. and too many is only like five.
leave wolfie some love
somebody pay me! for something! uhm..... ahem.....
soft batch cookies are good but if you eat too many they leave a really weird taste in your mouth. and too many is only like five.
leave wolfie some love
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nali:
Sounds like you need some paid money, have you considered stripping? I did for like 3 minutes, but I'm not dead enough on the inside to shake my ass for gross old men, and thus I couldn't guarantee I wouldn't punch someone who grabbed my boob.
During a two year lsd trip I consumed so many bags of soft batch cookies that I turned into one for 24 hours!
It took three hospitals and 16 hospital staff to bring me down (turn me back into a human).
Soft batch cookies are good. Soft batch cookies are scary too,
how do they keep their softness?
Maybe they get tips from my ex.
My friend Pavel is in Columbia. Sigh. Hopefully when I am his age I will be in South America too!
Nicest things,
N.
During a two year lsd trip I consumed so many bags of soft batch cookies that I turned into one for 24 hours!
It took three hospitals and 16 hospital staff to bring me down (turn me back into a human).
Soft batch cookies are good. Soft batch cookies are scary too,
how do they keep their softness?
Maybe they get tips from my ex.
My friend Pavel is in Columbia. Sigh. Hopefully when I am his age I will be in South America too!
Nicest things,
N.
nali:
How about we compromise?
N.
N.
yay!
I dont know why..... just yay!
goddamnit
I dont know why..... just yay!
goddamnit
"People=shit"