great just fucking fantastic.
she's married to this guy. she's known him a few months and she's moved and now she's married? brilliant idea. she doesnt even have the greatest track record as far as picking guys. I hope to hell she doesn't have kids with him before it all falls apart, which I know in my heart of hearts it will. I don't know how I know I just do. and who will be there to pick up the pieces? me. I haven't trusted this relationship from the beginning. and I can't say anything to her about it. everytime I talk to her I'm constantly biting my tongue.
yeah maybe I'm being a bit jelaous. I thought she liked me. I thought maybe I'd give her time to heal then ask her out. seeing as how she asked me out the first time I thought I had a great plan. suddenly she's dropping out of school with a semester to go for a guy. not the best way to start off a relationship. then I hear nothing from her for awhile (not a big suprise her communication is spotty at best.) then she IMs me tells me she's living with him in washington state. look at a map kiddies its a bit far from NC. so I take that badly but with a smile on my face for her. then she gets engaged. another military guy getting engaged and married before he ships out. normally I wouldn't give a shit about that but the sailors wife you just made? well she's one of my best friends and now I'm gonna have to listen to her cry as she tells me how lonely she is.
this might all be ok if she was stable but alas my darlings she is as stable as I am.
In other news I realized today that this other girl is probably never going to call me back and will make up some lame excuse about being too busy.
and my car failed inspection today.
AND AND to top it all off the computer I'm building's power supply burned out before this guy could even get windows on it. fucken great so now I have to buy a new one that might be able to handle it.
go see charlie and the chocolate factory is was a bright shining beacon on an otherwise mound of shit day.
gonna take my cat to the vet tomorrow she's got an awful hacking cough.
I'm done bitching for now.
she's married to this guy. she's known him a few months and she's moved and now she's married? brilliant idea. she doesnt even have the greatest track record as far as picking guys. I hope to hell she doesn't have kids with him before it all falls apart, which I know in my heart of hearts it will. I don't know how I know I just do. and who will be there to pick up the pieces? me. I haven't trusted this relationship from the beginning. and I can't say anything to her about it. everytime I talk to her I'm constantly biting my tongue.
yeah maybe I'm being a bit jelaous. I thought she liked me. I thought maybe I'd give her time to heal then ask her out. seeing as how she asked me out the first time I thought I had a great plan. suddenly she's dropping out of school with a semester to go for a guy. not the best way to start off a relationship. then I hear nothing from her for awhile (not a big suprise her communication is spotty at best.) then she IMs me tells me she's living with him in washington state. look at a map kiddies its a bit far from NC. so I take that badly but with a smile on my face for her. then she gets engaged. another military guy getting engaged and married before he ships out. normally I wouldn't give a shit about that but the sailors wife you just made? well she's one of my best friends and now I'm gonna have to listen to her cry as she tells me how lonely she is.
this might all be ok if she was stable but alas my darlings she is as stable as I am.
In other news I realized today that this other girl is probably never going to call me back and will make up some lame excuse about being too busy.
and my car failed inspection today.
AND AND to top it all off the computer I'm building's power supply burned out before this guy could even get windows on it. fucken great so now I have to buy a new one that might be able to handle it.
go see charlie and the chocolate factory is was a bright shining beacon on an otherwise mound of shit day.
gonna take my cat to the vet tomorrow she's got an awful hacking cough.
I'm done bitching for now.
and call me
You aught to see my monster. It is unbelievable. The Tower with all the stuff in it, weighs more than 50 lbs. Its the first tower I have ever owned that I am completely happy about it having wheels. (its really a pain in the back) I actually need a wireless card in it though.