holidayorphanx

okay so, loosing weight - great in theory. not so great when all my skirts and trousers dont fit. just getting dressed and put a skirt on and it actually fell straight down. bummer.

who wants to buy me some new clothesssssssssss?



i was born far far far too early.

knickers..
chocolate....
chocolate knickers wooo.

so. what a terrible day. slight break down in middle of lecture, managed to shock everyone as they think i can't cry. they know that to be not true now.
fucking nazi bastard lecturers. it would help if we all got told the fucking thing.
anyways, so yes, i failed. by two marks. how fucking annoying. retake on friday, so...
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No more dreaming of the dead as if death itself was undone
No more calling like a crow for a boy, for a body in the garden
No more dreaming like a girl so in love, so in love
No more dreaming like a girl so in love, so in love
No more dreaming like a girl so in love with the wrong world...

i'm really mad right now. just caught the tail end of a documentary on bbc two, can gerry thompson fix dementia care homes. dunno who this gerry bloke is, i'm assuming some sort of pioneer for dementia care, which is great in my book.

the more i think about it the more i think maybe i'm not cut out for this because i just care...
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so.. its my 22nd birthday today! woo! or something.

i wish i was 5 again.. when birthdays were magic.. when everything was magic.

i'm very very sad.