holidayorphanx

i've had this feeling, a feeling i've carried with me all my life.
it's never going to go away.
past events have proved me right.
recent events tell me that its always going to be here.
there's only one thing for it...

Mmm what you say? That you only meant well? Well, of course you did. Mmm what you say? That it's all for the best? Ah, of course it is. Mmm what you say? That it's just what we need? And you decided this?

i want to go somewhere you cant find me.

what happens if we can admit the worst and still feel the worst of it all, admit everything that is true and still feel the same way?

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my...
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i'm tired. tired tired tired. soooooooooo tired. if you don't get it, i'm fucking tired.

i am not cut out for working for weeks in a row without a day off, whilst doing full time hours during the week and then weekend hours. and then spending the evenings doing uni work. this placement is dragging on.. i've been there since December, and i'm incredibly bored...
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fuck you faulty rispirdal consta, are you trying to ruin my life?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

eeeeeeeeeeeeek

exam

i dont like you anymore.

and it feeeeeeeeeeeeeeels goooooooooooooooood

i also know that the possibility of a true friendship is tainted by that long-lost love

also, new medication and red wine = epic fail. i'm completely fucked. the tablets are blue

this osce is runing my life!

bring on later we are hunting arty boys.