holiday

so this next month is gunna be so crazy for me!!! lets see.....june 4th i learn if my bun in the oven is male or female, the next week i FINALLY get my chest piece colored in (which yes i have looked into online and my doctor said was fine to do) then i have a casino trip with mom on the 13th then i leave for jamaica on the 20th THEN i get married on the 22nd!!!!!

so everything is going well with the pregnancy. i am now 18 weeks (almost half way there!!!) i have finally stopped being nauseaus but it has been replaced with heart burn! i finally felt the baby move this week which is such a weird feeling. i mean its becoming more of a reality to me that i have a little human growing inside of me....which amazing as it is, can kinda creep me out at times!!! i have a very sexy baby belly which has forced me to go out and buy tons of new shirts since the ones i have are now half shirts!! however, i still fit into my size 4 jeans.....weird, but hey, i aint complaining!

work has been stressful lately. the resturant i work at just got sold to a new owner 2 weeks ago so everything is kinda fucked right now. people keep quitting which makes it very stressful for me since i'm really the only one who knows what the fuck is going on! plus i had to cut my shifts down to only 6 or 7 hours instead of 8-10 hour shifts because i get way too exhausted and my ankles and feet swell. which means i'm making less money, which means i had to get a second job last week.

so pretty much my life hectic right now....which is ok...i love chaos!!!

xoxoxox