so i went to the warped tour yesterday and had an awful time!! the only person i wanted to see was joan jet and i didnt get to. the temp reached 100 degrees which means a lot of people were droppin like flies....myself included. i would have passed and hit the ground if an emt didnt catch me first. so i suffered heat excaustion (sp??) and went home at 330 with a major headache, upset stomach and a nasty sun burn....joan jet went on at 530. oh well, atleast i didnt die or sumthin.
so day 4 of my sobriety and things are good. i was put to the test today. i got fired. now, for those of you who know me, you know i hated my job. you know that for a few weeks i didnt exactly put as much into it as i could have (although, the job always got done)but i recently changed my attitude and things were back like they used to be. well, today i got told that my boss (my mothers boyfriends son) could no longer "justify" a full time job for me (i wanted to ask how he justified making 1000 a week and being gone every day for a few hours to cheat on his girlfriend with broads that he answers person ads for on craigslist.....but i didnt) then he said (which is want really pissed me off ) i know you need to be working so ill do you a "favor" and give a couple hours a week till you can find another job, so you can stay on your feet".........FUCK YOU. but i didnt freak out, i just walked away. everything happens for a reason and i must stay positive and hope that this happened because theres somthing better around the corner. i am excited because now i have the time to work on my portfolio (for both photography and retouching) since that is what i went to school for and love.
i'm not gunna lie though, my first thought was to drink. but then i sat there and asked myself what that would accomplish. it wouldnt get me a job. all it would do is make me feel like a loser since i am so proud of myself and im gunna let some big time asshole drive me to drink....i dont think so.....i'm better then that.
well.....that is all for now
xoxoxox
so day 4 of my sobriety and things are good. i was put to the test today. i got fired. now, for those of you who know me, you know i hated my job. you know that for a few weeks i didnt exactly put as much into it as i could have (although, the job always got done)but i recently changed my attitude and things were back like they used to be. well, today i got told that my boss (my mothers boyfriends son) could no longer "justify" a full time job for me (i wanted to ask how he justified making 1000 a week and being gone every day for a few hours to cheat on his girlfriend with broads that he answers person ads for on craigslist.....but i didnt) then he said (which is want really pissed me off ) i know you need to be working so ill do you a "favor" and give a couple hours a week till you can find another job, so you can stay on your feet".........FUCK YOU. but i didnt freak out, i just walked away. everything happens for a reason and i must stay positive and hope that this happened because theres somthing better around the corner. i am excited because now i have the time to work on my portfolio (for both photography and retouching) since that is what i went to school for and love.
i'm not gunna lie though, my first thought was to drink. but then i sat there and asked myself what that would accomplish. it wouldnt get me a job. all it would do is make me feel like a loser since i am so proud of myself and im gunna let some big time asshole drive me to drink....i dont think so.....i'm better then that.
well.....that is all for now
xoxoxox
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dorsal:
hey love how are u? 
cravend:
Happy Birthday, Enjoy and Indulge Well!! 