hohlraum

well , my day ended shitty too , i had some asshole mow the grass and spray it all over my new car , i was mildly heated to say the least , my fucking car is black and like 8 days old , so i am off here soon to wash it again.

another thing that really pissed me off today was this girl i have been "kinda" seeing stopped by my office today , so i stayed there and chatted with her through lunch , and amidst our conversation she told me that i wasn't buying her enough stuff , jesus christ , i mean what the fuck , you buy someone a gift once and its turned into an expected thing , i hate gold diggers , i will buy all the gifts in the world , but dont expect me to , shallow.....

i really just need a girl who appreciates me first of all , and not the money i have , goddamn it , i worked my ass off in iraq for a year getting shot at for my fucking money , most of it went into my business back home , i dont mind spending , or giving , but why does it seem i always have the ones that take the shit for granted?

i need new ink , pain relieves my frustrations.