hodssorrow

Eleven minutes till the end of the world, but would it really make a difference if it does?

Life hasn't been much fun lately. I've been struggling at times to drive to work and then home rather then the nearest bridge or cliff. Its been 15 years since I swore never to attempt suicide again though and if I can last that long I'm sure I can make it through another few years.

Not even Christmas shopping has been able to cheer me...
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From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then- in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a...
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The problem with having alcohol as your best friend is that it only stays with you till you run out of money.

I wish I could meet Lydia, have you?


I have that song and this one stuck in my head, I don't hate it though.

Under sky filled with dark and brooding cloud I read in the news paper that today is the second day of summer. Even being born in this country the seasons always seem backwards, a year should end with ice and not fire. I grew from child to man in the far south where although Autumn was my favorite time of year in Winter I was...
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Frayja had an autopsy today because I was very unhappy with the treatment the vet I took her to gave her. I mean who wouldn't at least put a dehydrated dog on drip. and just keep her under observation for 6 hours before starting some kind of treatment. It turns out she had bad genetics and was suffering from an auto immune disease. I had...
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I don't know how to convince my flat mates to stop trying to give me another puppy and keep forcing me to cuddle their dogs. I really thought Freyja was going to be with me for decades and even though it was just 4 months I haven't connected with a pet so much since I was a child. At the moment I don't even feel...
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