hodssorrow

Right now is rare moment where I am drunk and happy, I was invited to a party which has been rare thing these days since I have been so unintentionally insular due to my unavoidable depression.

I try my hArdest to fight to appear normAl at times but it seems to fail the more I fight at times and the last week i was contemplating things I shouldn't and hadn't for a few years. Hopefully this means things will be better and I can forget my past again.