Life hasn't been much fun lately. I've been struggling at times to drive to work and then home rather then the nearest bridge or cliff. Its been 15 years since I swore never to attempt suicide again though and if I can last that long I'm sure I can make it through another few years.
Not even Christmas shopping has been able to cheer me up and giving people gifts is my favorite thing in life. I didn't even write Santa this year but that's probably more to do with the fact that at 19 I've come to accept that not even Santa can fit true love in his magic sack and there's nothing else Ive ever really wanted for Christmas.
I hope you all have a good time these holidays with friends and family and stay safe.
Not even Christmas shopping has been able to cheer me up and giving people gifts is my favorite thing in life. I didn't even write Santa this year but that's probably more to do with the fact that at 19 I've come to accept that not even Santa can fit true love in his magic sack and there's nothing else Ive ever really wanted for Christmas.
I hope you all have a good time these holidays with friends and family and stay safe.