After living by myself for almost 10 years I found myself wondering tonight if I am going to end up being a crazy a old man who sits on his porch yelling at kids to keep off his lawn. After 28 years I have only loved two people and they are also the only two people I have met that I had any real interest in. I try to go out with friends to meet girls or maybe a guy but I just cant meet anyone who interests me. It drives me a little crazy sometimes and I wonder if its because of my autism and if should start seeing a shrink or something. Then again if it is my autism it would be like most of my problems and not one that could be fixed. And I am always nervous about seeing doctors, worrying if it they might finally figure out I'm insane and lock me up.
Anyway that's enough emo ranting for this blog here's a kitten
Anyway that's enough emo ranting for this blog here's a kitten
I've only been living by myself for 2 years, but I've had similar thoughts race through my mind. Sometimes it's rough, but I always find ways to truck through and not let it bring me down so much. I hope that you are able to keep your chin up high during these times, my friend