hodssorrow

It has reached the point today where I realise that I have a Microbiology test tomorrow and haven't studied yet.

I think in another hour I'll be stressed just enough for my study to be most effective. I sometimes wonder if I should study like normal people and try for A's but I've always been satisfied with my B's and nothing really drives me to excel at what I do.

My teachers in school used always yell at me saying I was gifted and shouldn't waste it and I always replied how years earlier they called me retarded and I shouldn't be there wasting their time.

I go to lectures now finally learning what I want and they can call me what they want when I meet them in hell.