hodssorrow

What do you do when a member of your team goes to your supervisor and tells him everyone feels they have to much work and your supervisor asks you why you haven't brought it up. I found it impossible to support the lazy jerk since I'm struggling to fill my hours most days. Of course I cant actually tell my supervisor that I consider the...
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In 4 days I have to go back to my boring job boo, but in 2 months I finally get to start my post graduate study Yay. I just really hope that in the end it is worth staying in New Zealand another year for.

I love the ocean and I love swimming but the sun really hates me. I always try to cover myself with as much sun block as possible but I always miss spots and right now I am really feeling the burn.

Well spending another Christmas alone was as wonderful as can be expected but its gone and done now at least. Right now I am supposed to be sitting on a sunny beach enjoying a bbq and drinking beers. Sadly due to an annoying cyclone that just really doesn't want to give up till it hits every country in the pacific the camping trip I had...
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Eleven minutes till the end of the world, but would it really make a difference if it does?

Life hasn't been much fun lately. I've been struggling at times to drive to work and then home rather then the nearest bridge or cliff. Its been 15 years since I swore never to attempt suicide again though and if I can last that long I'm sure I can make it through another few years.

Not even Christmas shopping has been able to cheer me...
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From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then- in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a...
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The problem with having alcohol as your best friend is that it only stays with you till you run out of money.

I wish I could meet Lydia, have you?


I have that song and this one stuck in my head, I don't hate it though.

Under sky filled with dark and brooding cloud I read in the news paper that today is the second day of summer. Even being born in this country the seasons always seem backwards, a year should end with ice and not fire. I grew from child to man in the far south where although Autumn was my favorite time of year in Winter I was...
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