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So I havent posted a blog in a month.

Why?

Mainly because I've been very depressed.

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I turn 30 in 16 days and when I look at what I've done with my life and where I am I cant really say any of it matters to me. Which silly because I've overcome a lot. I got diagnosed with mental illness twice...
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I registered for the Auckland marathon yesterday, so I am now in training to run 42 km eeek. Needless to say I am glad I have seven months to train. It is also for a good cause though, the fight against heart disease. I'm hoping to raise a minimum of $500 so if you want to encourage me a little bit visit http://www.heartracer.org.nz/AdamRowe/

I just...
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bob:
Yea, we mention it briefly in the video.
vodevil:
nice tip. thank you smile
and good luck for your training, i also have to loose a couple os kg.
kiss
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It's been my dream to do post graduate study in Europe. So to do I decided to torture myself by again looking for my dream Masters program even though I cant afford to do it. I found to schools I would love to study at, one in Germany and one in Finland. The thing is neither school costs much but I just cant figure out...
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I've written 400 words of a 3000 word essay on how fatty acids are responsible for flavour which is pretty good considering I've been working 12 hours a day. I'm at the point though where I have to start decribing the chemistry in detail which to be honest as much as I love chemistry (I am a chemist after all) writing about radical reactions is...
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lenacristina:
hahahahah or probably the cake is better than this person wink
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So after working as a lab technician for a year doing nothing but fat analysis my first class back at university for my masters is going to be on the science of fat and my first assignment is 3000 word essay on how the flavor of three different foods is affected by their fat content. How ironic is that?
silencia:
Ah, you would be talking about Haunted Vagina by Carlton Mellick III. He's the fella who got me into Bizarro Fiction. Some of my favorite titles by him include Zombies and Shit, Tumor Fruit, and Cannibals of Candyland.
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It sates itself on the life-blood
of fated men,
paints red the powers' homes
with crimson gore.
Black become the sun's beams
in the summers that follow,
weathers all treacherous.

Do you still seek to know? And what?

Brothers will fight
and kill each other,
sisters' children
will defile kinship.
It is harsh in the world,
whoredom rife
an axe age, a sword age
shields...
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I brought a new camera recently in the hopes that I can get back into photography after being out of practice for 15 years. So far though I've managed one real trip to use it since I've been working 6 days a week.

The day after a brought it I wen for a hike to try it out, these arent the best photos I've ever...
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merlowe:
Those waterfalls are very interesting. And your pups pose so cute!
texy:
Exactly. Infact, that whole line up on TV 2 tonight was just awful.
But, The Middle is so bad. And so.. dated, oddly. And I don't think
it's possible for me to dislike anyone more than the mother character,
in the world. She's awful. Blah!

Your photos are beautiful. On a really bright day, that would look like
some kind of paradise. And your dogs, they're so cute and happy looking!
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So hungover and about to start work, this wont be much fun.
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dwam:
thank you for your comment on my set sir kiss
texy:
Cool, sounds good smile Let me know closer to the time what date you're
going to be here and what you're going to be doing
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Right now is rare moment where I am drunk and happy, I was invited to a party which has been rare thing these days since I have been so unintentionally insular due to my unavoidable depression.

I try my hArdest to fight to appear normAl at times but it seems to fail the more I fight at times and the last week i was contemplating...
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atari:
I know exactly how you feel. So glad you're happy at the minute. Chin up smile x
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