
I don't like being back in this caf. It reminds me of when I used to live in the dorms and spend tons of time down here, socializing with people. That's what got me in trouble: socializing. It's what always gets me in trouble. Last night I had tried to be social, but instead the night ended with Seals and I going back to the apartment and being bored. And when I'm bored, that's when I miss Joshua the most. I hate that feeling. I hate having to remember that we're so far apart until August.
August seems like AGES away! Hopefully I'll be taking SEVERAL trips to Vegas to see him during this summer. Then, August will come and he and I will be moving to Reno to live together! That's what I can't wait for. I know how much fun we had when we stayed the week together, so I'm stoked for this chance to live with him and learn so much more about him. Living with him will make my last college semester easier to deal with.
Because, of course, he did say that if I don't graduate, we don't get married.

if you don't graduate, you don't get married? is that a joke that i'm not getting?
pining for someone is always hard though. time will pass quickly though.