some one save me from mental anguish.i'm either just a really dramatic artist or extremely bipolor drama queen. but what the fuck is bipolar anyways. just some stupid doctors mabe up description of the human mechanism.life is up and down..
well what sparked all this is the fact i was dating this girl for the last 5 months. we met, she was just getting out of a relashingship. everything was going smoothly and one day she said she needed some space. so i thought that was all goo. we all need space dont we...
well a couple days later on christmas eve i decided i would be all cute and shit and bring here some breakfast.
well when i got there she was fucking her ex boyfriend. yes!!!!!!!!!
just the perfect thing to start the day off.
she came to the door startled as e deer in headlights and started crying. i gave her the breakfast, thanked her for showing me the true colors and i was off..
yep it hurt really good. i wanted to vomit... i stayed composed though.
well i figured it was over...... a week later she crawls back and explains the whole deal. and you know i could understand to a point.
i think some of us has been in the same shoes. i have....
wellllll... i let her back in.... I KNOW WHAT THE FUCK!!!!
It was such a unique relation for me that i just went with it.
i should of known that i really would never really trust her again. but i just kept going with it. since that day it was pretty up and down. we had some beautiful experiences.
but like all temporary things it has ended.
i dont know why its hurting.
im just tired of the whole meet someone routine...
now the element of time will heal this.
someone cheer me up
well what sparked all this is the fact i was dating this girl for the last 5 months. we met, she was just getting out of a relashingship. everything was going smoothly and one day she said she needed some space. so i thought that was all goo. we all need space dont we...
well a couple days later on christmas eve i decided i would be all cute and shit and bring here some breakfast.
well when i got there she was fucking her ex boyfriend. yes!!!!!!!!!
just the perfect thing to start the day off.
she came to the door startled as e deer in headlights and started crying. i gave her the breakfast, thanked her for showing me the true colors and i was off..
yep it hurt really good. i wanted to vomit... i stayed composed though.
well i figured it was over...... a week later she crawls back and explains the whole deal. and you know i could understand to a point.
i think some of us has been in the same shoes. i have....
wellllll... i let her back in.... I KNOW WHAT THE FUCK!!!!
It was such a unique relation for me that i just went with it.
i should of known that i really would never really trust her again. but i just kept going with it. since that day it was pretty up and down. we had some beautiful experiences.
but like all temporary things it has ended.
i dont know why its hurting.
im just tired of the whole meet someone routine...
now the element of time will heal this.
someone cheer me up
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just know that some relationships simply CANT work the way we want them to. sometimes, despite having the most unreal connection with someone, its simply better off that you engage eachother as simply friends for one reason or another.
I had the lovely experince of a rollercoaster romance for a 3 year span...we were together & we broke up, i took him back, we broke up & so on & so forth.
i think ultimately, you know what youre doing to yourself & youre the only person that can stop those kinds of relationship cycles.
are you worth being treated well by someone? thats up to you to decide.