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Please note I corrected the typos that were inherent to this document, but I might have missed a few.
1. How can such psychological anguish seemingly produce physical pain?
2. We are supposed to be such unique cognitive miracles,
3. But where does that put us?
4. We are ironically slaves to our intellectual strength,
5. The able-minded of us.
1. Psychology only produces pain when it is allowed
2. There is nothing unique about us we are an entity that has naturally evolved to be dominant
3. It puts us at the top of the food chain
4. We are only slaves if we let our intellect dominate us
5. Able-minded is a state that is dependent on ones own ability to function
6. The torment of genius is both a pleasure and a pain.
7. The release and enlightenment of substance use,
8. Our only alternative to the poison of ignorance.
9. How could one so strong succumb to illogical emotion?
6. The torment of genius is neither pleasure or pain, but eventual indifference
7. Substance abuse provides no ultimate enlightenment that does not already exist in the sober mind
8. Ignorance is the ultimate poison. To be ignorant can only serve to weaken the mind
9. Emotion does not follow logic
10. Who sadistically pulls our spiritual strings?
11. Who is it that decides which of us can reach understanding?
12. Why would they make such a gift such a burden?
13. It is not my battle to fight, yet I'm thrown into the raging war.
10. The only strings that can be pulled are those you let fray from you
11. It is our responsibility to create our own understanding
12. There is no GIFT that is a burden
13. Every battle is a choice to defer the choice to fight is weakness
14. its my mind against my heart,
15. The money's on the heart.
16. I hope the bookies don't collect,
17. When it's all over, I'll be but a shell.
14. My mind against my heart I want my mind to win often my heart does
15. Money is not a factor of any heart
16. If bookies have your heart they deserve to collect
17. When its all over youll be nothing but dust
18. That is what we're left to when we lose our emotions.
19. That is what we're left to when we lose our logic.
20. That is what we're left to when our body stops moving.
21. I am no more a sentient being if I lose my soul.
18. There is nothing left when we lose our emotions.. our emotions make us human
19. Logic is what makes ME smarter than the apes
20. When our bodies stop moving there is nothing left
21. I am a sentient being despite that NO soul exists
22. When emotion fights logic,
23. When logic mutilates the body,
24. When the body thirsts for release,
25. When you die a little each day,
22. For me when emotion fights logic logic wins
23. When logic fights the body the body sustains
24. when the body thirsts for release my release is corporal
25. When I die a little each day I am reborn in my sense of my role in the infinite struggle of man
26. This is when I keep my mouth shut.
27. Fuck. This.
26. This is when I open my mouth and let my truth be known
27. I love this life
Please note I corrected the typos that were inherent to this document, but I might have missed a few.
1. How can such psychological anguish seemingly produce physical pain?
2. We are supposed to be such unique cognitive miracles,
3. But where does that put us?
4. We are ironically slaves to our intellectual strength,
5. The able-minded of us.
1. Psychology only produces pain when it is allowed
2. There is nothing unique about us we are an entity that has naturally evolved to be dominant
3. It puts us at the top of the food chain
4. We are only slaves if we let our intellect dominate us
5. Able-minded is a state that is dependent on ones own ability to function
6. The torment of genius is both a pleasure and a pain.
7. The release and enlightenment of substance use,
8. Our only alternative to the poison of ignorance.
9. How could one so strong succumb to illogical emotion?
6. The torment of genius is neither pleasure or pain, but eventual indifference
7. Substance abuse provides no ultimate enlightenment that does not already exist in the sober mind
8. Ignorance is the ultimate poison. To be ignorant can only serve to weaken the mind
9. Emotion does not follow logic
10. Who sadistically pulls our spiritual strings?
11. Who is it that decides which of us can reach understanding?
12. Why would they make such a gift such a burden?
13. It is not my battle to fight, yet I'm thrown into the raging war.
10. The only strings that can be pulled are those you let fray from you
11. It is our responsibility to create our own understanding
12. There is no GIFT that is a burden
13. Every battle is a choice to defer the choice to fight is weakness
14. its my mind against my heart,
15. The money's on the heart.
16. I hope the bookies don't collect,
17. When it's all over, I'll be but a shell.
14. My mind against my heart I want my mind to win often my heart does
15. Money is not a factor of any heart
16. If bookies have your heart they deserve to collect
17. When its all over youll be nothing but dust
18. That is what we're left to when we lose our emotions.
19. That is what we're left to when we lose our logic.
20. That is what we're left to when our body stops moving.
21. I am no more a sentient being if I lose my soul.
18. There is nothing left when we lose our emotions.. our emotions make us human
19. Logic is what makes ME smarter than the apes
20. When our bodies stop moving there is nothing left
21. I am a sentient being despite that NO soul exists
22. When emotion fights logic,
23. When logic mutilates the body,
24. When the body thirsts for release,
25. When you die a little each day,
22. For me when emotion fights logic logic wins
23. When logic fights the body the body sustains
24. when the body thirsts for release my release is corporal
25. When I die a little each day I am reborn in my sense of my role in the infinite struggle of man
26. This is when I keep my mouth shut.
27. Fuck. This.
26. This is when I open my mouth and let my truth be known
27. I love this life