Halloween is almost here. That means the year is almost over, where does the time go? I'm glad it's Friday. Last night was cool, decorating the house, listening to spooky music. I'll dress up as something, I just don't know what yet.Autumn is traditionally a time of reflection for me.
There's been a lot of drama. It's hard not to get pulled into it. Being detatched is my way to remain somewhat sane.It's hard when you lose a brother, especially when they end up drinking themselves to death. I know he'd want us all to live our lives and not hang on, let him go, honor him with our best memories.
Here come the holidays full steam ahead, and with it comes the pain of having lost someone. The sound of the kids getting excited and running around the house had a hollow feel. The parents and siblings fighting over stupid shit because they are all hurt and grieving. I guess it's the fight or flight mentality but WTF does that accomplish?
There's been a lot of drama. It's hard not to get pulled into it. Being detatched is my way to remain somewhat sane.It's hard when you lose a brother, especially when they end up drinking themselves to death. I know he'd want us all to live our lives and not hang on, let him go, honor him with our best memories.
Here come the holidays full steam ahead, and with it comes the pain of having lost someone. The sound of the kids getting excited and running around the house had a hollow feel. The parents and siblings fighting over stupid shit because they are all hurt and grieving. I guess it's the fight or flight mentality but WTF does that accomplish?