I only got to talk to Natalie for a little while today. But atleast it was something.
Work was suprisingly tame, and we got a new arcade game, Gauntlet Legends. Im psyched. Ive been wanting a new game in there, something that is co-op. And I wanted to get that game for my Dreamcast to play 4 players. But this, this will do.
I wanna make some sort of plans to see the lady whos currently all I think. And anytime I think of wanting to meet her, I remember about my anxiety.
Makes me really, really sad. I would like nothing more then to hang out with her, get to know her, and snuggle up in her soft bed, and give her a massage, and hope it helps her neck. 
*sigh* what a happy though.
well, its time for me to go sleep.
For you cutie.
Work was suprisingly tame, and we got a new arcade game, Gauntlet Legends. Im psyched. Ive been wanting a new game in there, something that is co-op. And I wanted to get that game for my Dreamcast to play 4 players. But this, this will do.
I wanna make some sort of plans to see the lady whos currently all I think. And anytime I think of wanting to meet her, I remember about my anxiety.
Makes me really, really sad. I would like nothing more then to hang out with her, get to know her, and snuggle up in her soft bed, and give her a massage, and hope it helps her neck.
*sigh* what a happy though.
well, its time for me to go sleep.
For you cutie.
Don't worry you'll work through the anxiety and you will be cured in no time.
Or at least, we can try.
Anyway im gonna go finish talking to you via IM
lalalove you
right back at you.
xoxox