Once again, it's been a while since I've updated. A lot has been happening to bide my time, so I've had less to focus on fun.
To start on a good note, the relationship with Amy is still wonderful. I am very lucky to have a girl that is so beautiful, yet at the same time down-to-earth. What can I say, I love her.
My financial situation is still in ruin, EVEN with the better job. Although an improvement for ME, my roommate is still having trouble... And when I say trouble, I mean he gets fired from every job he has. I should also note that I got him the jobs, so it looks bad on me as well.
I'm sure you remember the times when you were in high school when you thought your problems were too much to take: the big Engligh test, impressing so-and-so, not having the most expensive car, whatever it was... As you look back, you see that all those things were totally fucking ridiculous. Well, my roommate is one of those fine people that has yet to grow out of that. At 21, this is a problem.
Responsibility and motivation seem to be his problem. He is always talking about the fact that "Girls don't like me," yet he won't go talk to one. He strings along a girl that lives back in California, A WONDERFUL girl that I'd go for under different circumstances, and he says he doesn't want her.
Poor Ian.
He walks around a lot trying to get attention, saying he just wants a gun and a bullet. Well, he doesn't even have the motivation or the balls to shoot himself!
Poor Ian.
He doesn't have a job, and lies and says he's looking for one. I even drive by the apartment between stops to see if he's out looking, and he NEVER is. I'm the guy that's going out of my way to help him, and he just lies to me like I'm a piece of shit.
Poor Ian.
Well, I'm tired of living life for Ian. I'm tired of going behind Ian and making sure he's done his job, or that he's even off his ass to GET a job. It's not my job to be his dad, and it's obvious that he isn't even motivated enough to be my friend. Sad, isn't it?
To start on a good note, the relationship with Amy is still wonderful. I am very lucky to have a girl that is so beautiful, yet at the same time down-to-earth. What can I say, I love her.
My financial situation is still in ruin, EVEN with the better job. Although an improvement for ME, my roommate is still having trouble... And when I say trouble, I mean he gets fired from every job he has. I should also note that I got him the jobs, so it looks bad on me as well.
I'm sure you remember the times when you were in high school when you thought your problems were too much to take: the big Engligh test, impressing so-and-so, not having the most expensive car, whatever it was... As you look back, you see that all those things were totally fucking ridiculous. Well, my roommate is one of those fine people that has yet to grow out of that. At 21, this is a problem.
Responsibility and motivation seem to be his problem. He is always talking about the fact that "Girls don't like me," yet he won't go talk to one. He strings along a girl that lives back in California, A WONDERFUL girl that I'd go for under different circumstances, and he says he doesn't want her.
Poor Ian.
He walks around a lot trying to get attention, saying he just wants a gun and a bullet. Well, he doesn't even have the motivation or the balls to shoot himself!
Poor Ian.
He doesn't have a job, and lies and says he's looking for one. I even drive by the apartment between stops to see if he's out looking, and he NEVER is. I'm the guy that's going out of my way to help him, and he just lies to me like I'm a piece of shit.
Poor Ian.
Well, I'm tired of living life for Ian. I'm tired of going behind Ian and making sure he's done his job, or that he's even off his ass to GET a job. It's not my job to be his dad, and it's obvious that he isn't even motivated enough to be my friend. Sad, isn't it?