Being happy drunk and reflective while still being able to legibley write is a rare and wonderous gift that our altered states allow us to keep, no matter how awful we may feel the next morning.
I had a girl over for dinner. I fixed her waffles and made bananas foster over waffles for dessert. Then we cuddled and had sex. Twice. Have you been mind controlling me?
No Way Out ~ Stan McMahon
Why dont you listen when I talk to you?
Cant you see Im trying to get my point across?
Dont want my feelings being misconstrued
To another heart, you get to take and soon to... Read More
life seems to be floating by
i keep trying to grasp at things
but they just keep dancing on the wind
i hold happiness in my hands
and hope it feels safe
i know that too will move along
but for now it's mine
But it's cool, 'cause we're all connected. Like New York Telephone. Oh wait, they're not around anymore. Well, they are, but they changed. And now they have an really great cell phone signal.
So change is good. And now is also good. However, change does not equal now. And that's good.
This expression is not evaluating. I think I just broke my brain a little bit.
Seven things to do before I die:
1) touch a real hippopotamus
2) be in a john waters movie
3) finish school
4) be a mommy
5) write a childrens book
6) see starry night again
7) go to france
2. Seven Things I Cannot Do
1) have children
2) speak... Read More
it is almost time for the sleeping! the sleeping! it will hopefully be good.
to keep myself awake earlier i poked my holes and reopened everything. so all 12 holes are neatly filled right now.
i even felt kinda pretty tonight despite the acne i've got trying to take over...
it was weird, cause it was pretty rather than cute or just self confident, maybe... Read More
thanks for the links I'll get on to those places ASAP. If you would post on the regional group that would be great too. Maybe also ask if any of those people are in bands themselves? Sometimes it's easier to get shows organised directly with other bands.
I really hope we do get to play Portland because when I was last there I thought it was a really cool place, and if course it would be great to meet you That and San Francisco are the two places I'm especially keen on.
work went by quickly today, that was nice... my friend santini wasn't feeling well so he never made it over after work.. i cut grimmygrimm's hair, and after a needed phone call i tried sleeping....
no go, dreams are just fucking with me, i don't like it at all... it's not like the ones i had durring the summer though... i would be really... Read More
my brain hurts too much to update..... but i need too....
i had some of the saddest and most realistic dreams last night. the shit won't leave my brain alone
so here's an update in form of a basic summary..
last week was the first few days of the new job, i'm glad to have a job but it's damn boring...
got to meet brokenbeatnik... Read More
i'm gonna go smother my self in john lennon, stan mcmahon and cat stevens, maybe even a lullaby or two... and i promise you'll get a great update soon....
I think being deaf would be kind of interesting. I'd just learn how to feel the music. Honestly, that's how I make it most of the time anyway. It has to be really loud.. That's why I got those huge speakers... I am planning on getting a ridiculous subwoofer eventually.
I somehow thought from the lines above making NO sense that they were captions for pics that would load on my slow-ass computer lines... but no, they are not.
You should look up nakeddreamer's Journal of Saturday (2/18/06) if only for the fact that there's a LOT of hippo in it, including some of those large type hippo teeth I mentioned before.
Did you know- that the only mutual-no-hitter in MLB history, i.e. no-hitter by both pitchers through 9 innings, was pitched by Fred Toney and Hippo Vaughn?
I'll get on to those places ASAP. If you would post on the regional group that would be great too. Maybe also ask if any of those people are in bands themselves? Sometimes it's easier to get shows organised directly with other bands.