yesterday to prevent myself from going insane i watched all of season 4 of smallville today it's season one of boondocks...
unfortunately all though they have kept me relatively sane they have not relieved the need for cuddles, something that seems like it will still remain unchecked til sometime next week
tomorrow i have my drs appointment to check on my hands, i find out the admission consensus saturday, if my cell phone gives me any reception...
i'm trying to be as optimistic as possible, but it feels like all of the negative things that happened the past few days just have me down.
they have me feeling inside out and upside down
i should be leaving thursday for the family reunion, not too excited about riding greyhound or the cost compared to chipping in for gas, but i suppose it's better than being in a small car with 3 people a baby and all of the random junk they're taking...
i'm hoping seeing my cousin tommorrow will get me re-excited about the trip in general.
hopefully before i leave i can borrow a tent for the camping portion, my uncle was reported to have one for us, but it turns out his crazy white trash ass only really has one pup tent and his van... oh the tales i wil have to tell after this weekend...
hopefully the coast air will put the ME back in me, and the things that're going not so well will turn around when i get back...
smooches in case i don't talk to you kids again until next week.
E
unfortunately all though they have kept me relatively sane they have not relieved the need for cuddles, something that seems like it will still remain unchecked til sometime next week
tomorrow i have my drs appointment to check on my hands, i find out the admission consensus saturday, if my cell phone gives me any reception...
i'm trying to be as optimistic as possible, but it feels like all of the negative things that happened the past few days just have me down.
they have me feeling inside out and upside down
i should be leaving thursday for the family reunion, not too excited about riding greyhound or the cost compared to chipping in for gas, but i suppose it's better than being in a small car with 3 people a baby and all of the random junk they're taking...
i'm hoping seeing my cousin tommorrow will get me re-excited about the trip in general.
hopefully before i leave i can borrow a tent for the camping portion, my uncle was reported to have one for us, but it turns out his crazy white trash ass only really has one pup tent and his van... oh the tales i wil have to tell after this weekend...
hopefully the coast air will put the ME back in me, and the things that're going not so well will turn around when i get back...
smooches in case i don't talk to you kids again until next week.
E
The coast is good for sorting oneself out, you'll be right as rain when you get back. But...don't think you won't be missed.
I've got a great 'tent' story for you next time we chat.
p.s. I like it when you are upside down!