i've got my listening ears on today, but they are focused on music, and lyrics and learning new songs, adding them to my experience of people and loved ones. maybe even a few nemesis..
music makes a difference in life, it accents the few times in life when there is silence and it adds to the emotion in moments when it's present....
it makes a... Read More
do you ever have those moments in life you know you've seen in a cheesy movie?
where you're just laying there with someone and a song comes on, and you think you have to go through * the love montage* before the song is out?
*let me hold you and look in your eyes as the singer says something pointed... now lets make... Read More
I press my ear against your chest
I hear the similarity that I find no where else
The thing that separates us from others
That void we try and fill unconsciously
In this moment of regular irregularity
Thoughts swirl like mist in the starry night
And I understand how Vincent could do it.
Maybe he was listening to HER heart.
Finally in his lonesomeness he could not stand the silence
That missing connection.
Youve already stolen my heart he thinks
So take my ear, that I might hear yours.
there are some people in your life (besides your children) that you would sacrifice everything for, your heart, your soul, your sanity, your life, your happiness...
there are also people in your life you can give all of these things to, but some how, for some reason you wouldn't sacrifice these things for them. it's a different connection, a different love i suppose.
how do... Read More
I think that's impossible. It is what it is, if it's there it's there. It's not something you can look up in the dictionary. It's just there.
"is it different for a platonic relationship and a romantic one?"
That can be answered on paper, and I think it can go either way. I thought I had a platonic soulmate that once we started being romantic, it went to hell and now it's all lost. I also don't doubt that the way we'd grown apart the end result was inevitable. But, I think it follows the same lines, it's just not the same though.
what about twins? and what if a twin loses it's sibling, how does that affect your idea of soul mates if at all?
Not at all. I don't know that I 100% understand what it is you're asking. I also don't think my parents chose to have me, I chose them and same with my brother.
do you believe in kindred spirits?
Oh God yes. I'm a very all or nothing kind of person which ultimately makes me something of a recluse when it comes to social activity but, when I have the connection with someone it's fucking great. If it's not there, that's ok too but I find myself only spending time with the people that I really feel I understand who they are, where they've been, and where they're coming from and it didn't take 3 years of putting up with their neurosis to get there.
apparently i looked cute or something tonight!
good times were had, girls were all up on my shit but i had a bruise on my shoulder that kept me at a distance
now i'm hungry and just a bit drunk since the last thing i ate was an early breakfast....
any how, love to you all, hope you've enjoyed this tipsy post, as they don't... Read More
i love horror movies... they make me giggle innappropriately
ps happy belated epiphany(or early for you orthodox greeks out there)....
what things have become clear(er) to you lately?
what has been revealed or shown to you recently?
what new thing have you learned that makes life worth living a little more?
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My answer to that quiz is depressing and, I hope, reasonably untrue.
I always get recognized places in the summer (tattoos!) but during the winter, there's only been a few people who have. One was a stripper at the Acrop. I <3 being a favorite...
In the real world we both are still running,
maybe together Maybe apart.
Away from our innerselves
that we are trying to break down.
We squish our mass together
trying to create a single entity
But we know were not unity monkeys
feeling inside out, like i have spilt the contents of my soul
i am reversed and reflected, mirrored and captured
fear echos through me, i know what its like to be ascared.
i search through old words looking for new ones
i know the words are there, i know the feelings are real
but i can't seem to place them in my puzzle any more... Read More
There is a moment lost, a moment found
A space created where we belong together
outside of time
our bodies try to pray to one another
there are no words we can say
there is no god we cant find in our mutual embrace
that moment lost is gone forever
unneeded unmissed, but remembered
as a moment of lost insecurity
ONE echoes in between our bodies
this moment found is indescribable
once again no words.
Lying there cheek to cheek
just inhaling each other
I want not to let you go
My arms remember this embrace
My hearts memorized this moment
My lips still search for the words
And my brain dutifully reminds me, there are none.
Silence engulfs us. And I am content.
i called a dear friend for new years, we talked for an hour or two, and she brought to my attention that the last "boyfriend" i had was from a relationship that ended in january of 2003, and the last girlfriend was even further in the past....
the following cases have been close exceptions:
the people i dated in NY were never really my boyfriend... Read More
i ended the night with 81... a good number as it is also the year of my birth
i rang in the year with some of my closest friends...
i got a real new years kiss, and so far i think this year has been my best new years yet...
i ended the night looking forward to the morning...
when morning arrived, i honestly couldn't... Read More
I <3 being a favorite...
Yeah... it's much better, as Wook said, when the lack of drought is in my pants.