when i was little i had this crazy fantasy that gypsies would show up one day and have a loverly lil gypsy prince with them, he'd fall in love with me, and take me far far away.
i told my mom he was always the reason for me wanting to be a runaway.
he never showed up, i was never whisked off, and now the... Read More
tomorrow i start my new schedule.
today i had a happy, well earned breakfast.
yesterday i felt girly.
today i spent time with my beautiful wife.
yesterday i got home at 5am after dancing.
today i bought ransome material.
yesterday i made plans for thursday day.
today i restuffed my favorite cuddle buddy.... Read More
Nope, I lose on that last number.
Yeah, that's what I basically got, job-wise. I so wish we'd finally get a new analyst so I could bring you on or something. Then you could be the new kick-ass girl, and all would be right with the world.
i've been missing a lot of you something fierce, i think april will be a great month of catching up though!
i start my new schedule at work this week, i'll be getting off at 630, so i'll have a more open social schedule.
life's been life, working loving laughing, worrying, and just being elena.
I saw a hippo on top of a building by my old work. I'll try to take a pic and send it to you the next time I visit the credit union there to deposit checks from my real job. in the real world.
last night was one of those nights where i didn't feel like really going out, but didn't wanna be at home either.
sorry i din't come out mister Automatic between not feeling overly social, being broke and having sinus issues i just don't think i would have been the best of fun.
tonight i will be out, as it is thursday. i am pretty sure... Read More
thursday was a nice pirates, gotta hang out with Elphie, GregWeed, Automaticrecoveringmaleand KingHell
friday the bad things concert was nice, but last week was nice in general i suppose.
i haven't really been home a lot to update sorry kids!
been working and being gross, it happens
saturday was a fun filled prom themed party for miss FallenIcarus, sunday i... Read More
Being happy drunk and reflective while still being able to legibley write is a rare and wonderous gift that our altered states allow us to keep, no matter how awful we may feel the next morning.
I had a girl over for dinner. I fixed her waffles and made bananas foster over waffles for dessert. Then we cuddled and had sex. Twice. Have you been mind controlling me?
No Way Out ~ Stan McMahon
Why dont you listen when I talk to you?
Cant you see Im trying to get my point across?
Dont want my feelings being misconstrued
To another heart, you get to take and soon to... Read More
life seems to be floating by
i keep trying to grasp at things
but they just keep dancing on the wind
i hold happiness in my hands
and hope it feels safe
i know that too will move along
but for now it's mine
But it's cool, 'cause we're all connected. Like New York Telephone. Oh wait, they're not around anymore. Well, they are, but they changed. And now they have an really great cell phone signal.
So change is good. And now is also good. However, change does not equal now. And that's good.
This expression is not evaluating. I think I just broke my brain a little bit.
Night?
in the real world. 
between not feeling overly social, being broke and having sinus issues i just don't think i would have been the best of fun.
recoveringmaleand KingHell
[Edited on Apr 05, 2006 10:14PM]