warning long ramble...
well i am bored and lame...i could have gone out tonight...i should have gone out tonight, but i :do not deal well in situations were i am or could possibly be by myself most of the time... insecurity is not something that i like in myself but is something that i have been living with for a long time...add on to that pms and discomfort with a person that would be there, over something you still feel guilty about even though it has been over for 4 years( i ask myself all the time why i can't let it go) (and then i am reminded i hold grudges forever why wouldn't everyone else), and well you end up with a me that doesn't want to go out but feels guilty about not going out...and now can't read, can't watch TV, can't sleep and well you get the drift..i am a mess. a rambling mess.
well anywho i finally got a hold of my tattoo artist(not a drug dealer
just really bad with money and commitment) and got a new tattoo...and since my birthday is coming up i will hopefully be getting a few more...and i am going on a trip to florida in september...YAY!!!...so if i am going to be getting all these tattoos i have to get them relatively soon so i can be on the beach the whole time i am there.
my new tattoo with my dirty feet ( i love running around barefoot). also it says scotland but for some reason photobooth does mirror images.
i will be getting my other foot done with a combination of the new and old scottish flag and two clan mottos. they are: to conquer or die and i shine not burn...the last one is really more one mans saying then the clan motto but i love it anyway...
anyways love love love the new tattoo...hate being like this...
this ramble is over...
now.
well i am bored and lame...i could have gone out tonight...i should have gone out tonight, but i :do not deal well in situations were i am or could possibly be by myself most of the time... insecurity is not something that i like in myself but is something that i have been living with for a long time...add on to that pms and discomfort with a person that would be there, over something you still feel guilty about even though it has been over for 4 years( i ask myself all the time why i can't let it go) (and then i am reminded i hold grudges forever why wouldn't everyone else), and well you end up with a me that doesn't want to go out but feels guilty about not going out...and now can't read, can't watch TV, can't sleep and well you get the drift..i am a mess. a rambling mess.
well anywho i finally got a hold of my tattoo artist(not a drug dealer
just really bad with money and commitment) and got a new tattoo...and since my birthday is coming up i will hopefully be getting a few more...and i am going on a trip to florida in september...YAY!!!...so if i am going to be getting all these tattoos i have to get them relatively soon so i can be on the beach the whole time i am there.
my new tattoo with my dirty feet ( i love running around barefoot). also it says scotland but for some reason photobooth does mirror images.
i will be getting my other foot done with a combination of the new and old scottish flag and two clan mottos. they are: to conquer or die and i shine not burn...the last one is really more one mans saying then the clan motto but i love it anyway...
anyways love love love the new tattoo...hate being like this...
this ramble is over...
now.
jayleah12:
Thank you so much for checking out my set!! 
