Last night, on the day of Thanksgiving, I brought up how unjust it is that education is given out by how much money one's family has, not by their actual abilities.
My mother actually became enraged with me, saying I was wrong for thinking such a thing, and eventually used her favorite phrase towards me: "Fuck you."
I really can't get over this. This occurence is a huge symbol to me.
So many people in our unfortunate world think like this. So many people are this selfish. So many people are this cruel. To make it worse, this is my own mother. My own mother is the embodiment of corporatocracy, and capitalism.
I don't think I have any faith in humanity anymore. I think they have successfully brainwashed us, and we are fucked.
I've been crying all day. I've been watching this world's downfall for a while now, but now it has officially hit home for me. My mother was always a cruel woman, but I didn't think it extended anyway else but to me. Now, I know it does. Now I know her heart is as black as the rest of the men who are causing this world to burn.
I don't know how to help this world. I don't know if I can even do any good anymore.
