So I am bored. Even though I have a project now - I truly am bored - in fact I don't even care about moderation around my parents -I'm likely going to get drunk tonight just like a drank a bottle of wine for dinner last night.
I was really looking forward to seeing my brother. He's at flight school in Oklahoma right now for the Navy and I haven't seen him since Christmas. It's strange - we hated each other so much growing up - but I miss having him around immensely now. He had to stay out west at the last minute - as he had a ticket to ride out here - but had to cancel.
Coming down to Virginia tends to amplify two things - my desire for community - and my desire for love. All anyone ever does around here is play with their kids - or play house. And now since my license is expired - I pretty much am under house arrest.
the Himes house tends to be a fragile one too - some BS happened with the neighbors - so Mom is upstairs sobbing to Dad - who is likely more interested if the paint on the deck outside is drying. I'm throwing back anything with a proof above 4% wondering if I've fucked up my project already - and possibly my dreams...
And my brother - well he's not here - and that makes a difference.
And there isn't an embrace around that satisfies - like the one I get when I see him.
So here he is ladies and gents.
I was really looking forward to seeing my brother. He's at flight school in Oklahoma right now for the Navy and I haven't seen him since Christmas. It's strange - we hated each other so much growing up - but I miss having him around immensely now. He had to stay out west at the last minute - as he had a ticket to ride out here - but had to cancel.
Coming down to Virginia tends to amplify two things - my desire for community - and my desire for love. All anyone ever does around here is play with their kids - or play house. And now since my license is expired - I pretty much am under house arrest.
the Himes house tends to be a fragile one too - some BS happened with the neighbors - so Mom is upstairs sobbing to Dad - who is likely more interested if the paint on the deck outside is drying. I'm throwing back anything with a proof above 4% wondering if I've fucked up my project already - and possibly my dreams...
And my brother - well he's not here - and that makes a difference.
And there isn't an embrace around that satisfies - like the one I get when I see him.
So here he is ladies and gents.
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user081222227:
maybe you were drunk last night bro, cause you must've hit the comment button like 50 times cause i got like four pages of the same post from you!! hah
vienna:
How could I forget the catherine wheel! lol ....Thank you so much I'm glad you liked my shoes! also thanks for taking the time to comment
I am extremely jealous of your bro in flight school and I can understand I used to see my sis all the time and she used to beat me up and now I never get to see her 
I am extremely jealous of your bro in flight school and I can understand I used to see my sis all the time and she used to beat me up and now I never get to see her