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2013 was a pretty awful year. Good things happened but the bad outweighs the good. I have a great guy, I went to Universal Studios, and I lost 80 lbs so I can't complain. Here is hoping 2014 is so much better.

I'm going to use my cute bear jar to write down little things that make me happy this year.

A year worth of
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bl8228:
Beautiful pictures!   Hope the New Year has been treating you well.
conformitykills:
I love your name!!!
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I'm apologizing in advance for this blog.

It's hard to be all happy and joyful today knowing you're all alone. My own family has turned against me leaving me by myself on Christmas. I didn't get any presents, food, or family time. I'm just eating a cup of noodles by myself feeling bitter and jealous of everyone I know who is happy today and I...
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bl8228:
I'm sorry to hear that and I have been there myself a few years back.  Being alone on Christmas sucks.  You are more than welcome to come and celebrate Christmas with my friends and I.  Hope the day gets better for you. 
dragonfyre:
The holidays can kind of suck. I am in the same boat. But I hope your day got better
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I'll be the first to admit it- I'm not a people person at all. I get super stressed out to the point of a panic attack thinking of just talking to a stranger regardless of it's a conversation or a few words.

Today I managed to set aside my fears and applied for 10 jobs. That's 10 people interactions I am not used to and...
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legman:
cute!!  good luck w/the job hunt!
bl8228:
Great job getting over your fears!  I hope that they gave you a call back for the job!
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One of the most frustrating parts about being across the country from someone you love is that when something happens and you just want them there to experience it with you. When you're upset and just want them to hug you and they aren't there. I'm all for being with this guy and moving but right now it's hard and really taking a toll on...
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highsenberg:
@sintara ♥
the_braverman:
If he's worth it, it'll work out
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I think this might be more of venting? I have never been in a relationship (shocking being that I am 23) and I honestly have no idea what I'm doing with the guy I'm talking to. Not only is he the first guy I've ever...loved but he's also across the country. While I'm willing to travel to visit it's really shitty to know there is...
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highsenberg:
@jpruitt88 @midna_ thank you to both of you :)
mutantbaby1:
I've been in a long distance relationship before and they suck! You just gotta perceiver and hopefully things will work out.
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I've been following the SG instagram for a almost a year and I've always absolutely loved this site. It's given me the courage to start to feel better about my looks and body (body image is still a major work in progress) because I can see how beautiful and different all the girls on here are and I would love for one day to feel...
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dutch:
@orion I couldn't have said it better myself! 
orion:
[kisses] @highsenberg & @dutch_! Dutch, I need to go check out your set right now!!! <3