highsenberg

I'll be the first to admit it- I'm not a people person at all. I get super stressed out to the point of a panic attack thinking of just talking to a stranger regardless of it's a conversation or a few words.

Today I managed to set aside my fears and applied for 10 jobs. That's 10 people interactions I am not used to and while I did have a panic attack a bit in the car I did it. I just really hope that one place calls me back because I'm itching to be in California with my guy long distance just isn't cutting it.

A well deserved hot tea and bath is in my near future.

also my makeup looked pretty good today despite having to put it on in the car